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@Takamba said
"If I had to apologies for every action or word that left someone feeling uncertain of themselves or for every unintended mistake I made, I'd never have time to accomplish my Will. If will stops and cries "which planet is in retrograde this week?," then will stops and does nothing."

Well, surely, if momentary introspection, personal examination, and reclamation of the consequences of Will be a nuisance, than avoid it, certainly.

If given a momentary mirror of this magnitude? I'm taking advantage. Personally, I need the perspective."

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I tottally agree and felt that apolgie for something done is on your conscious it should be brought forth. When applied to symbols sets of this magnitude as an Eclipse @ the winter solstice not to mention Orion and the fact of this happening @ Galactic center. Tottaly amasing to me anyway.

L.V.X. x Love x Will = Magnitude.

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"If I had to apologies for every action or word that left someone feeling uncertain of themselves or for every unintended mistake I made, I'd never have time to accomplish my Will. If will stops and cries "which planet is in retrograde this week?," then will stops and does nothing."

Well, surely, if momentary introspection, personal examination, and reclamation of the consequences of Will be a nuisance, than avoid it, certainly.

If given a momentary mirror of this magnitude? I'm taking advantage. Personally, I need the perspective.

"Man, this eclipse is taking no prisoners. "

Totally agree. It's 3:30 in the morning, the eclipse has wound down to the the very dramatic "Space Odyssey" visual and I'm stll hgh as a kte.

Not sure why this one is geting me so much: 29 degrees of Gemini/Sag does quincunx my Moon, but I've had more direct hits... Is it the solstice and Galatic Center comig into play?

Whatever it is.. this one has sunk my battleship1

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@AbUldIZ418 said
"I have watched this total eclipse so far and it has been amazing emotionaly and visualy. I totaly agree."

The Suns up here, so I didn't see it. I'm looking forward to the pictures though. "

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Yeah me 2!!! Anyhow this has been quite a night esp. 4 a Cancer w/Ascendent @ 05' (i.e., degrees) and Sun @ 28' ('' '').

L.V.X. x Love x Will = Magnitude.

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@pharos said
"Man, this eclipse is taking no prisoners. "

Last night was horrible. (I was in considerable pain). It was all very melodramatic imo. Feels Ok this morning though. Quite nice. Very still.

I almost forgot (but not quite) I had a brief vision of a Hawk while I was in bed feeling lousy."

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Sorry to hear you'r misfortune. I have watched this total eclipse so far and it has been amazing emotionaly and visualy. I totaly agree.

L.V.X. x Love x Will = Magnitude.

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"Man, this eclipse is taking no prisoners. "

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Agreed.

L.V.X. x Love x Will = Magnitude.

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"This is great it's my turn now!

I apologize for my generally confrontational tone on these boards. I have arudra nashaktra and am ruled by Rudra the storm god. So I tend to have an abusive tone but it's truly insincere, and I have come to enjoy just about everyone here. I hope I have made a total {***} out of myself . I'll try to be a bit more sensitive in the future."

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Yeah know how you feel. I was feeling quite hessitant about being this open and candid while wrighting this post; but I needed to. And am quite thankful I did. Anyone feeling the affects/effects of this quite bright Moon and the to happen Eclipse tonight yet?

L.V.X. x Love x Will = Magnitude.

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"The only thing I hope is that no one notices my posts heehee"

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Duly noted; and noticed.

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I apologize for my generally confrontational tone on these boards. I have arudra nashaktra and am ruled by Rudra the storm god. So I tend to have an abusive tone but it's truly insincere, and I have come to enjoy just about everyone here. I hope I have made a total ass out of myself . I'll try to be a bit more sensitive in the future.

"It's all just paper balls and aeroplanes chucked across Jim's classroom really. "
But they hurt

Sorry again guys but I am definitely love U all 4 teaching me what I thought I knew. Yes Mercury is very much having effect here. Of course the Lunar eclipse we will all experience tomorrow night (i.e., Gallatically centered and Tue. if technical?) shall affect/effect the all toooooo... I have been in a constant state of upheaval w/me partner for the past couple of days.. And wouldn't wish to b rid of;;;;; well, I'll not go quite there' however, I am so thankful 2 be really learning from U all..Whether it is naturally invoked force or induced; I wish Us all a happy space 4 our selves...Merry X-mas and or how U wish!!! This site has been a blast 2 me... Thanks Jim 4 allowing me 2 stay and learn about me!!!
L.V.X. x Love x Will = Magnitude.

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This leads to issues in communication.

I am very glad to see everyone making peace with everyone else though.

It does help that I am drunk.

Is there something in the air that is making everyone like super sensitive or what? It seems like its everywhere!

I do want 2 issue a grand appologie 2 U... W/all sincerity I can muster @ this point. I am sorry 4 what I said and am really understanding how 2 grow up myself. Is this the whole point of initiation? Obviously, huh? I know we all have a symbol set but how 2 use the collective 4 greater porposes I am just getting a clue about. I appologise publically and am truly learning life @ this juncture!!!

L.V.X. x Love x Will = Magnitude.

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Sorry. I was waxing a bit dark there in the Bornless Ritual forum and realise that wasn't the way 2 make me point. Mahanta please be careful with that rite. You are playing w/fire and can fry you'r mind w/that. I don't mean 2 be telling you what is good or bad 4 U; but I do care 2 the extent of trying 2 help. I havn't the slightest of where you are at on you'r journey; however, I can tell you U are dealing w/some very potent things. More 2 say here; just don't have the time now. Please accept my appologies 4 any damage done.

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I do respect this site and appreciate being told if I am wrong about my motives. Thanks Jim 4 letting me know.

L.V.X. x Love x Will = Magnitude.

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No need to apologize. Besides being very thick skinned, this is the internet. I take the perspective taught by Advaita Vedanta; I do not exist. So attacks cannot hurt a person who does not exist. I was laughing hard and spilled a drink last night reading the responses.....no harm done at all!
As to the Bornless Ritual, I continue my work with it. I've made some recent new observations. I'll start a new thread this week with that info in a few days as soon as it feels like things have "blown over" here sort to speak here.
I think it is essential for a magician to have a sense of humor.