Since then there have been a number of hosts who have rested on my chakra, some in unusual places (the back of my hands, my forearms) to a total of 11 or 12.

I have also felt waves of some of the energy perhaps studied by thelema. And a subtle reaction to a decon holding my hands, bring me to tears and exposing my wounds.

A question, and perhaps a test. Is my soul still vivid? I feel that being so hollow, am I just a fragment? Is that why I’m so laden with spirits.

If you are jealous, know that each one of my host comes with years of torment and a physical rewiring of my brain. I don5 like exposing myself so much, but…

Is there a way to discern if I am indeed hollow?

Much if my conclusions are drawn from the numeral “i” and root(-)