Initiation: The Understanding of a Probationer.
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law.
My soul is a speck of sand within the Mother Oyster. Like layers of mother-of-pearl a multitude of incarnations has encased me. As my Initiation grows these almost indestructible layers of incarnation fall away gradually baring my Soul. Sometime in the future I will find myself an Adept Exempt and once more just a speck of sand.
Now each Star is unique. But it can be said that there are many ways of removing that layered crust that Hides my soul. Each approach contains one of 4 elemental forces or a combination of 2 or more. Some methods are gradual, slowly wearing away the layers of Karma over Aeons. Other methods are instant, blowing away each layer Like the Big Bang Singularity. Other methods are found within these two extremes of grinding erosion and supernova destruction.
"Now let it be first understood that I am a god of War and of Vengeance."
My G-D is a god of WAR and Destruction. Every step of Initiation blows my Universe away in an instant leaving only destruction and desolation. However the Fire brings the Dead Forest back to life. The Fire purges the stagnated Water. So always I gaze forward, never looking back lest I be turned into a pillar of salt.
My Universe expands and contracts like the foam-less waves of the Great Sea.I am Job who prays to his G-D; begs his G-D to bring forth the pestilence, the Black Plague. I don't fear Anything or Any Being, for my G-D is with me.
One cannot deny the Inertia of the Universe. What will be, will be. The Universe will be swallowed up in the Day of the Vengeance of my Lord. So I pray:
"My God! Let Thy secret fang pierce to the marrow of the little secret bone that I have kept against the Day of Vengeance of Hoor-Ra. Let Kheph-Ra sound his sharded drone! let the jackals of Day and Night howl in the wilderness of Time! let the Towers of the Universe totter, and the guardians hasten away! For my Lord hath revealed Himself as a mighty serpent, and my heart is the blood of His body."
IO PAN! IO PAN! IO PAN!
Love is the law. love under will.
Fraternally,
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.