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  • K Katanoese

    Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

    I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
    This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
    I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

    Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
    I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

    My question is about the "True Will" ..
    Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

    What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

    As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

    Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

    Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

    The way I hope this could work out is:

    • I discover my True Will.
    • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
    • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
    • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
    • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

    Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

    Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

    I guess what it boils down to is this:
    I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
    I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

    As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

    Love is the law, love under will,
    Frater Katanoese

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    Bereshith
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    @e said

    "We're having a civil conversation about beliefs and standards of evidence. It's not "tyranny" to suggest that there are objective standards for making factual claims, nor is it "dictatorial" to suggest that some people aren't being critical enough about the factual claims that they accept."

    But look at what you've said below.

    @Los said

    "
    @Bereshith said
    "This last part, knowing, gets tricky, as it gets into personal preferences in ontology and epistemology."

    No, it doesn't. Experience has no explanatory power. Look, if all you want to do is "explore" alternate states of consciousness, knock yourself out. Give yourself all kinds of trippy visions. I know it's possible to do that because I've done it.

    The only time I'm going to bother objecting is when you start going around making factual claims on the basis of these experiences, including the claim that there really are goblins of the kind that you encounter in your visions or that imagination exercises are giving you some kind of significant insight into your True Will, which I contend they cannot do for anyone. "

    When I say, "knowing gets tricky, as it gets into personal preferences in ontology and epistemology," I'm not making any crazy claims. This is the Grand Debate. It continues to this day, and to presume that it is concluded simply because you have taken a particular stance is an illusion. Please feel free to consult any Philosophy professor for the most current evidence of this.

    Speaking as if one's personal stance in this Grand Debate is the only stance from which one may intelligently speak and draw intelligent conclusions is "oppressive to or arrogantly overbearing toward others" (the definition of* dictatorial*) as it attempts "to impose, pronounce, or specify authoritatively" (the definition of dictate) the only reasonable ontological or epistemological stance one may dare to claim.

    As you have done this in the context of a discussion of finding and knowing one's True Will, which is itself an experiential, existential construct, and not in the context of whether or not I argue the real existence of goblins, I find the rhetorical certainty expressed in your argument as particularly out of place and potentially damaging to the progress of others.

    @Los said

    "The fact is that no amount of "ritual work" is going to get an individual even a jot closer to discovering his true will.
    "

    Here, you present your opinion as fact. If you had said, "in my opinion," or had used any other such qualifier, we would not be having this conversation.

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    • K Katanoese

      Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

      I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
      This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
      I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

      Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
      I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

      My question is about the "True Will" ..
      Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

      What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

      As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

      Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

      Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

      The way I hope this could work out is:

      • I discover my True Will.
      • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
      • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
      • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
      • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

      Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

      Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

      I guess what it boils down to is this:
      I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
      I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

      As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

      Love is the law, love under will,
      Frater Katanoese

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      @Bereshith said

      "Speaking as if one's personal stance in this Grand Debate is the only stance from which one may intelligently speak and draw intelligent conclusions is "oppressive to or arrogantly overbearing toward others" (the definition of* dictatorial*) as it attempts "to impose, pronounce, or specify authoritatively" (the definition of dictate) the only reasonable ontological or epistemological stance one may dare to claim."

      By these definitions, your math teacher is "dictatorial," too. The word has an exceedingly negative connotation, and I think you cheapen its meaning to apply it to people who confidently present a position based on facts and sound and valid arguments.

      "I find the rhetorical certainty expressed in your argument as particularly out of place and potentially damaging to the progress of others."

      It's not going to "damage" anybody's "progress" to read the words of someone who confidently makes correct arguments.

      How fragile do you think people around here are?

      "Here, you present your opinion as fact. If you had said, "in my opinion," or had used any other such qualifier, we would not be having this conversation."

      Everything I say is my opinion, by definition. But there are opinions and there are opinions. There are opinions that are complete preference -- like my opinion that vanilla ice cream is the best flavor -- and there are opinions that are positions grounded in evidence and reason, like all of the "opinions" I've been expressing since I got here.

      I'm not going to go around carefully labeling everything I say "just my opinion" because (1) it gives the wrong impression and (2) because anyone who's so sensitive that they can't bear to read an argument that isn't peppered with half-hearted caveats isn't ready to study a subject like Thelema.

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      • K Katanoese

        Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

        I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
        This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
        I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

        Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
        I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

        My question is about the "True Will" ..
        Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

        What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

        As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

        Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

        Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

        The way I hope this could work out is:

        • I discover my True Will.
        • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
        • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
        • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
        • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

        Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

        Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

        I guess what it boils down to is this:
        I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
        I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

        As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

        Love is the law, love under will,
        Frater Katanoese

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        @kasper81 said

        "Los what you are saying is that true will i.e. the "going" of our true self on the earth we, here equate with the word, "Thelema" which is greek for "love" and "will" and "spell".? This is our problem?: word-association i.e. conditioning?. In other words we are narrowly conditioning ourselves?"

        Don't take this the wrong way, but I have absolutely no idea what you are trying to say.

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        • K Katanoese

          Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

          I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
          This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
          I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

          Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
          I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

          My question is about the "True Will" ..
          Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

          What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

          As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

          Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

          Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

          The way I hope this could work out is:

          • I discover my True Will.
          • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
          • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
          • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
          • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

          Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

          Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

          I guess what it boils down to is this:
          I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
          I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

          As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

          Love is the law, love under will,
          Frater Katanoese

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          chris S
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          "Everything I say is my opinion, by definition. But there are opinions and there are opinions. There are opinions that are complete preference -- like my opinion that vanilla ice cream is the best flavor -- and there are opinions that are positions grounded in evidence and reason, like all of the "opinions" I've been expressing since I got here."

          So when you give your opinion that the Temple of Thelema forum is a fruitcake factory that produces fruitcakes (it was superficially funny 😜 ).. Is that opinion based on sound evidence or do just prefer/like saying it?

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          • K Katanoese

            Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

            I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
            This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
            I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

            Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
            I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

            My question is about the "True Will" ..
            Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

            What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

            As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

            Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

            Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

            The way I hope this could work out is:

            • I discover my True Will.
            • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
            • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
            • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
            • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

            Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

            Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

            I guess what it boils down to is this:
            I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
            I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

            As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

            Love is the law, love under will,
            Frater Katanoese

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            I like fruitcake very much. Guess I'm just in the right place. (Sorry for the offing, but I just had to say it. 😄 )

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            • K Katanoese

              Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

              I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
              This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
              I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

              Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
              I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

              My question is about the "True Will" ..
              Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

              What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

              As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

              Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

              Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

              The way I hope this could work out is:

              • I discover my True Will.
              • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
              • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
              • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
              • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

              Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

              Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

              I guess what it boils down to is this:
              I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
              I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

              As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

              Love is the law, love under will,
              Frater Katanoese

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              #109

              @chris S said

              "So when you give your opinion that the Temple of Thelema forum is a fruitcake factory that produces fruitcakes (it was superficially funny 😜 ).. Is that opinion based on sound evidence or do just prefer/like saying it?"

              I'm glad you found it funny. My goal is ever to instruct and to delight.

              I'd like to answer this question, but I'm not quite sure how directly I can state my honest answer without being booted off the forums and having my entire posting history wiped. To be sure, I don't intend to "attack" anybody personally, but I'm pretty sure that the honest answer will at least be perceived as hostile.

              If you're really curious about the answer, ask me on my blog. It might be more fun to just imagine what I'd say, though.

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              • K Katanoese

                Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                My question is about the "True Will" ..
                Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                The way I hope this could work out is:

                • I discover my True Will.
                • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                I guess what it boils down to is this:
                I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                Love is the law, love under will,
                Frater Katanoese

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                @Los said

                "
                @chris S said
                "So when you give your opinion that the Temple of Thelema forum is a fruitcake factory that produces fruitcakes (it was superficially funny 😜 ).. Is that opinion based on sound evidence or do just prefer/like saying it?"

                I'm glad you found it funny. My goal is ever to instruct and to delight.

                I'd like to answer this question, but I'm not quite sure how directly I can state my honest answer without being booted off the forums and having my entire posting history wiped. To be sure, I don't intend to "attack" anybody personally, but I'm pretty sure that the honest answer will at least be perceived as hostile.

                If you're really curious about the answer, ask me on my blog. It might be more fun to just imagine what I'd say, though."

                Well i dont want to goad you into saying something that would bring about you getting booted off the forum..
                I read your blog yes, it concerned providing humour for your readers.
                It's just my contention that you havn't entered the forum with your attitude Tabula rasa.. for instance your insistance on using the term Goblins as a generic stand in for sarcasm.. nobody mentioned Goblins, in fact Simon asked you stop using that term as it sounded idiotic.
                So sure, i dont feel you want to attack anyone individually, you're just being generally sarcastic.

                But i'm getting off topic from this thread.

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                • K Katanoese

                  Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                  I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                  This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                  I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                  Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                  I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                  My question is about the "True Will" ..
                  Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                  What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                  As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                  Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                  Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                  The way I hope this could work out is:

                  • I discover my True Will.
                  • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                  • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                  • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                  • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                  Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                  Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                  I guess what it boils down to is this:
                  I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                  I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                  As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                  Love is the law, love under will,
                  Frater Katanoese

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                  "the rituals shall be half known and half concealed:"

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                  • K Katanoese

                    Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                    I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                    This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                    I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                    Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                    I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                    My question is about the "True Will" ..
                    Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                    What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                    As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                    Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                    Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                    The way I hope this could work out is:

                    • I discover my True Will.
                    • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                    • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                    • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                    • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                    Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                    Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                    I guess what it boils down to is this:
                    I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                    I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                    As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                    Love is the law, love under will,
                    Frater Katanoese

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                    Food for thought:

                    Given: Experiences have no explanatory power.

                    Premise: Experiences have no explanatory power.
                    Premise: Meditation yields experiences.
                    Conclusion: Meditation yields experiences, which have no explanatory power.

                    Premise: Experiences have no explanatory power.
                    Premise: Ritual yields experiences.
                    Conclusion: Ritual yields experiences, which have no explanatory power.

                    Premise: Meditation yields experiences, which have no explanatory power.
                    Premise: Ritual yields experiences, which have no explanatory power.
                    Conclusion: Meditation and ritual both yield experiences, which have no explanatory power.


                    Given: Gaining knowledge of one's True Will requires experiences.

                    Premise: Gaining knowledge of one's True Will requires experiences.
                    Premise: Experiences have no explanatory power.
                    Conclusion: Gaining knowledge of one's True Will requires experiences, which have no explanatory power.


                    Given: Knowledge is appropriately pursued through the means required to gain it.

                    Premise: Knowledge is appropriately pursued through the means required to gain it.
                    Premise: Gaining knowledge of one's True Will requires experiences, which have no explanatory power.
                    Conclusion: Gaining knowledge of one's True Will is appropriately pursued through the means of experiences, which have no explanatory power.



                    Premise: Gaining knowledge of one's True Will is appropriately pursued through the means of experiences, which have no explanatory power.
                    Premise: Meditation and ritual both yield experiences, which have no explanatory power.
                    Conclusion: Gaining knowledge of one's True Will is appropriately pursued through the experiences yielded by both meditation and ritual
                    even though these experiences have no explanatory power
                    .

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                    • K Katanoese

                      Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                      I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                      This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                      I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                      Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                      I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                      My question is about the "True Will" ..
                      Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                      What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                      As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                      Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                      Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                      The way I hope this could work out is:

                      • I discover my True Will.
                      • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                      • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                      • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                      • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                      Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                      Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                      I guess what it boils down to is this:
                      I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                      I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                      As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                      Love is the law, love under will,
                      Frater Katanoese

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                      @Berashith

                      That tickled me, thanks 😆

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                      • K Katanoese

                        Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                        I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                        This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                        I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                        Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                        I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                        My question is about the "True Will" ..
                        Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                        What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                        As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                        Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                        Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                        The way I hope this could work out is:

                        • I discover my True Will.
                        • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                        • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                        • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                        • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                        Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                        Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                        I guess what it boils down to is this:
                        I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                        I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                        As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                        Love is the law, love under will,
                        Frater Katanoese

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                        @Berashith
                        That is something that actually sounds like logic.

                        (Just to remember something Simon already said somewhere, there is no such thing as “explanatory power”, only predictive power)

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                        • K Katanoese

                          Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                          I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                          This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                          I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                          Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                          I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                          My question is about the "True Will" ..
                          Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                          What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                          As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                          Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                          Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                          The way I hope this could work out is:

                          • I discover my True Will.
                          • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                          • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                          • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                          • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                          Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                          Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                          I guess what it boils down to is this:
                          I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                          I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                          As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                          Love is the law, love under will,
                          Frater Katanoese

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                          Bereshith
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                          @Faus said

                          "@Berashith
                          That is something that actually sounds like logic.

                          (Just to remember something Simon already said somewhere, there is no such thing as “explanatory power”, only predictive power)"

                          Well... first of all... a "given" is just a "given" and is only relevant to those who agree with it.

                          But also, ...even if there is no such thing as "explanatory power," then it's still true that experiences don't have it. 😉 😄

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                          • K Katanoese

                            Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                            I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                            This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                            I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                            Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                            I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                            My question is about the "True Will" ..
                            Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                            What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                            As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                            Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                            Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                            The way I hope this could work out is:

                            • I discover my True Will.
                            • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                            • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                            • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                            • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                            Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                            Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                            I guess what it boils down to is this:
                            I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                            I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                            As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                            Love is the law, love under will,
                            Frater Katanoese

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                            Also... I haven't worked through it yet, but.... it seems at some point, one would have to say that knowledge of one's True Will necessarily makes use of projected meaning. ❗

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                            • K Katanoese

                              Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                              I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                              This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                              I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                              Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                              I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                              My question is about the "True Will" ..
                              Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                              What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                              As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                              Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                              Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                              The way I hope this could work out is:

                              • I discover my True Will.
                              • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                              • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                              • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                              • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                              Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                              Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                              I guess what it boils down to is this:
                              I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                              I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                              As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                              Love is the law, love under will,
                              Frater Katanoese

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                              @Bereshith said

                              "Well... first of all... a "given" is just a "given" and is only relevant to those who agree with it."

                              So if I fall down a six metres high wall without braking the landing will only affect me adversely if I agree with that?

                              You are aware that you are indirectly claiming that there are no objective things, just subjective perspectives, yes?

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                              • K Katanoese

                                Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                                I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                                This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                                I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                                Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                                I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                                My question is about the "True Will" ..
                                Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                                What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                                As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                                Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                                Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                                The way I hope this could work out is:

                                • I discover my True Will.
                                • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                                • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                                • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                                • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                                Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                                Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                                I guess what it boils down to is this:
                                I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                                I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                                As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                                Love is the law, love under will,
                                Frater Katanoese

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                                @Simon Iff said

                                "
                                So if I fall down a six metres high wall without braking the landing will only affect me adversely if I agree with that?"

                                Well, if you are on morphine there is a good chance you will not understand it as adverse. But there is the great chance that you will change your mind after the effect goes away.

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                                • K Katanoese

                                  Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                                  I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                                  This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                                  I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                                  Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                                  I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                                  My question is about the "True Will" ..
                                  Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                                  What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                                  As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                                  Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                                  Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                                  The way I hope this could work out is:

                                  • I discover my True Will.
                                  • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                                  • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                                  • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                                  • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                                  Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                                  Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                                  I guess what it boils down to is this:
                                  I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                                  I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                                  As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                                  Love is the law, love under will,
                                  Frater Katanoese

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                                  @Bereshith said

                                  "Also... I haven't worked through it yet, but.... it seems at some point, one would have to say that knowledge of one's True Will necessarily makes use of projected meaning. ❗"

                                  Good point. Meaning is distinctly a relationship between you and an experience, as is knowledge in general.
                                  The strange effect in this case can be the fact that the TW is (as far as I know) the primal source of meanings that we attribute to stuff around us.

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                                  • K Katanoese

                                    Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                                    I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                                    This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                                    I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                                    Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                                    I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                                    My question is about the "True Will" ..
                                    Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                                    What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                                    As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                                    Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                                    Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                                    The way I hope this could work out is:

                                    • I discover my True Will.
                                    • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                                    • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                                    • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                                    • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                                    Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                                    Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                                    I guess what it boils down to is this:
                                    I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                                    I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                                    As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                                    Love is the law, love under will,
                                    Frater Katanoese

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                                    @Simon Iff said

                                    "
                                    @Bereshith said
                                    "Well... first of all... a "given" is just a "given" and is only relevant to those who agree with it."

                                    So if I fall down a six metres high wall without braking the landing will only affect me adversely if I agree with that?

                                    You are aware that you are indirectly claiming that there are no objective things, just subjective perspectives, yes?"

                                    I'm speaking within the context of following the logic of a syllogism. The givens are only meaningful for those who agree with them. I'm not attempting to speak to the objectivity of all givens ever given.

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                                    • K Katanoese

                                      Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                                      I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                                      This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                                      I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                                      Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                                      I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                                      My question is about the "True Will" ..
                                      Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                                      What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                                      As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                                      Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                                      Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                                      The way I hope this could work out is:

                                      • I discover my True Will.
                                      • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                                      • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                                      • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                                      • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                                      Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                                      Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                                      I guess what it boils down to is this:
                                      I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                                      I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                                      As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                                      Love is the law, love under will,
                                      Frater Katanoese

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                                      The meaning is its use.. Language doesnt function to a preset pattern, thinking has to to take place within the activity rather than on some intellectual platform suspended outside of life and beyond lived activity.
                                      This where the verificationist types have to be cautious when they condemn religious language as meaningless, have they assumed too quickly what religious language is and does, and how it actually functions in the lives within those activities?

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                                      • K Katanoese

                                        Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                                        I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                                        This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                                        I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                                        Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                                        I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                                        My question is about the "True Will" ..
                                        Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                                        What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                                        As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                                        Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                                        Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                                        The way I hope this could work out is:

                                        • I discover my True Will.
                                        • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                                        • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                                        • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                                        • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                                        Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                                        Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                                        I guess what it boils down to is this:
                                        I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                                        I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                                        As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                                        Love is the law, love under will,
                                        Frater Katanoese

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                                        @Bereshith said

                                        "Food for thought"

                                        Junk food, maybe.

                                        "Meditation yields experiences, which have no explanatory power."

                                        Right. The experience, all by itself, can't tell you what it was.

                                        It's reasoning about the experience, after the fact, that stands a chance of telling you what it was.

                                        If you look at the OP of the "Experience Has No Explanatory Power" thread, you'll see I give an example of Crowley appealing to this same principle, pointing out that the "experiences" of Mohammed and Christ, all by themselves, couldn't have told them that they "really" experienced Gabriel of Jehovah.

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                                        • K Katanoese

                                          Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,

                                          I am happy to report that I am at last living the dream! 😜
                                          This year, as of January 1st, I have gone on the dole, and I am now using all my time to pursue The Great Work.
                                          I have gone through initiation in both the local O.T.O. body, and luckily, I have now also become a probationer of an A'.'A.'.-lineage. My dream is happening, and I can honestly say, I have never been happier in my life 😆

                                          Today, however my old job called and wanted to hear if I could come back this autumn to continue working for them. I told them it was a little early in the year for me to decide, but I felt the pressure to decide; rather sooner than later ..
                                          I was planning to use my year off also to look for alternative ways of earning a living, but perhaps I will have to come up with some new strategy for that sooner than I thought.

                                          My question is about the "True Will" ..
                                          Namely - how do I find it!? .. 😊

                                          What little advice I get from the O.T.O. community, has to do with focusing on "Pure" Will, rather than "True" Will. (That is - as I drop more and more things I discover to be NOT my Will, the "Pure Will" gradually becomes visible)

                                          As I understand it, The Great Work is a lot about working with perspectives, and is more of a tool for discovering the True Will, than it is a candidate for the True Will itself? .. I think the reason why I enjoy doing The Great Work so much, is because it prompts me to move towards the discovery of my True Will, and not because "this is it", as they say (?) .. (Or perhaps it is? - I don't know) ..

                                          Even though I enjoy something as much as this, how do I know if it's really my "True Will"?

                                          Is the True Will something I discover, or something I choose?

                                          The way I hope this could work out is:

                                          • I discover my True Will.
                                          • I get the "momentum of the Universe" at my back.
                                          • I continue doing my Will, which would necessarily include continually finding progressively more optimal synthesis of earning a living and at the same time doing my Will more and more strongly and effectively ..
                                          • Ideally, I would never have to do meaningless work (as in work only for the money - selling my time on earth like a common whore 😢 .. ) again, without this work at least having at least some connection to me doing my Will in some way ..
                                          • I would like to be the source of my activities (which would of course include procuring money in some way), rather than a "hand for hire" of some other Will.

                                          Then there is the question about accepting money for spiritual advice .. Over time, I could perhaps set myself up as a guru of some sort, but I think it would be a bad mistake to do this "for a living" ..

                                          Sorry for the long post and scattered questions..

                                          I guess what it boils down to is this:
                                          I am feeling so free, so lucky to be able to structure my days and my work myself .. I feel like something is beginning to pouring out from inside, rather than me just reacting to forces shaping my existence from the outside ..
                                          I dread the prospect of taking a step back again this autumn, and I am desperately looking for a way to take control over my life, to be the source of the happening, rather than the receiver. I imagine - if I could find out the Truth about my existence, I would be able to take the step up and remain in this mode of life, even in the face of the necessity of earning money ..

                                          As always, any advice is highly appreciated.

                                          Love is the law, love under will,
                                          Frater Katanoese

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                                          No what I meant by predictive value was, that anything, be it a model or idea about something else, irrelevant if the something else is objective, subjective, astral, religious, scientific in the hard sense, etc. - if it wants to be of value - must be able to make a prediction about its topic on the plane it is on or it is worthless drivel.

                                          Examples:

                                          A loves me. -> Testable prediction: A will behave really nice towards me, at least given time.

                                          B's aura looks weak in the chest department. -> Testable prediction: B might have an illness or psychosomatic problem centered on their chest area, or might soon develop one.

                                          If I let object C (say, a vase) go on a high cliff on earth it will most likely shatter and, for sure, arrive on the foot of the cliff soon afterwards. -> Testable prediction: C will perhaps shatter and surely fall if I let go under mentioned circumstances.

                                          My self D is of a kind that I react really angry when someone does something particularly stupid. -> Testable prediction: I will get angry if someone does something I consider stupid.

                                          These sentences above therefore have predictive value on their level, and can be veri- or falsified.

                                          Other example:

                                          Aliens from Sirius, that have secretly taken over earth, are watching me on this internet forum. -> Testable prediction: None. Untestable as such - useless drivel.

                                          All clear Bereshit & co.? This is what I meant - the predictive value of any idea - or not - is relevant even if you do not agree. And that is very useful when differentiating chaff from wheat in many endeavours - including those which Los thinks don't exist.

                                          Clearer what I meant?

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