NUIT and HADIT : a crazy experience
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I was setting here thinking about Thelema, as I always do:), when I remembered something that happened to me when I was 21.
Just so you know, I was still a virgen:p
Anyway, I was one of 3 Initiators. Symbolically I was representing "HADIT", a red-head woman who was around my age was representing "NUIT".
Basically we were channeling the 93 current (or allowed it to flow through us).
After the Initiation all of us were hanging out. I was flirting with the red-head and another woman who was around 35-40 and a Santerian High Preistess.Later half the group decided to stay and half decided to go to another Fraters house. The 35-40 year old was leaving and the redhead was staying.
Anyway, I choose to stay so the 35-40 year old slapped me in the face:p
The whole evening was sureal. It seemed there was a lot of residule energy left over from the Initiation. It was as if I was still HADIT and I had to choose between (NUIT) the redhead and this Vampire(the 35-40 year old).
It was very strange.
personal note: I was still a virgin for about 6 more months:p
Has anyone else had an experience like this?
There is no law beyond Do what thou wilt.
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Also, for clarity, I was aware at the time of the letter in Magick Without Tears about vampires.
There is no law beyond Do what thou wilt.
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Vampire?
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@Jim Eshelman said
"Vampire?"
it is hard to explain but that is the way it felt. It might be because the 35-40 year old was a Santerian High Priestess and very scary to me at the time because I had seen some of her handiwork.
There is no law beyond Do what thou wilt.
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"Has anyone else had an experience like this?"
I've been slapped in the face by many scary women.
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