Experience with Tarot Meditation
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I tend to be on-again/off-again in my tarot meditations. The Tarot Meditation Project has just confirmed this pattern for me. It happened as well when we were going through Liber LXV.
It becomes overwhelming. I understand enough of the theory to understand how meditating on something will bring those type of experiences to a person. Or, I guess I should say, I believe that to be true based on my subjective experiences with meditations on a particular topic...
I want to know these things, but my attitude has sort of become... "Well, self, are you ready for some more butt-kicking? Can you handle that right now?"
I don't think I'm doing anything wrong, but I do wonder at times if I have some sort of unconscious imprint that these studies are necessarily difficult, resulting in their becoming unnecessarily so. I wonder if I overly self-identify with the energies as I am learning about them, or if this is just a part of the process. I don't really know what attitude to take about it.
I could say, "ehhh... self, you have a tendency to go manic or depressive, and you need to hold back more than other people do. That's just the best way forward for you." Or I could say, "This is normal for everyone, just suck it up and do it like everyone else. Break on through to the other side."
I'm wondering how others experience tarot meditation and what attitude others take toward what I experience as a bit of an emotional roller coaster.
Anyone care to comment?
Thanks.
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I have been doing this for about a month. It took two weeks before it really kicked in, now it is completely blowing my mind.
"Interpreting every phenomenon as a particular dealing of "God" with his soul" has taken on a very real meaning for me.
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I am surprised at how well this work. It is a roller coaster for sure, but I am amazed by how accurately the cards unfold through each day.