What I hear...
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Suddenly i seem to realize the need to control as much as possible as to what i hear? More specifically that control of that specifically may lead to control over other more or less specific or possible intent application of Will.. just thought i would share that.
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simple word: mindfulness.
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Try to attract angel, sometimes he feels interested in me or what i do, sometimes he just want to dominate me, couple times i just force draw him to myself - he must come closer. Also there is not only verbal information, energetic and visual. And angel is very responsive to aeonic and schizophrenic behaviour :}
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Is the point to control less or more? My sense my own will is the less control, more surrender, brings me closer to my true will.
If it bothers you there is some arising and passing sensations you need to work on. This may be common or part of a particular path (sign for more seclusion and meditation). Clean up your internal household!
Mindfulness/A&P research is helpful to understand the impermanence of it all. But meh, I prefer simpler. Over time I personally just have a song get stuck in my head during the day that drowns it out. If I don't I will attempt to start it singing. But I'm sure everybody has their own natural techniques.