September 21 (Saturn) Liber VII, Cap. II, v. 27-32
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**27. God! how I love Thee!
28. I am walking in an asylum; all the men and women about me are insane.
29. Oh madness! madness! madness! desirable art thou!
30. But I love Thee, O God!
31. These men and women rave and howl; they froth out folly.
32. I begin to be afraid. I have no check; I am alone. Alone. Alone.
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Some depravity here in some of the darkness of Saturn. Having attained union with the angel perception now changes about the environment, the people around him, and his relationship to himself. There is some adjustment here and it seems that the love and aspiration for the angel is the only saving grace.