College of Thelema: Thelemic Education

im especially looking for some ->logical<- easy comprehensible guidelines ala "Magick and Occult for Dummies" which would fit for every 10year old

thanks for the fast reply.
any material/book/dvd or teacher you can recommend ?

Okey,
i have been now in this scene for a few years so im familiar with most the *terms *mentioned and used (e.g. magnetism,resonance, etc.).

BUT, I have a problem getting this stuff sorted right. As to my understanding of myself so far,im lacking a solid base from which i can say "that is so because that other thing is so. "(e.g. Logic Chains). Not to mention all the false or incorrect/flower loving hippie style infos which are around and i need to sort out.

I know on this board are some really HUGE Pro's which can maybe give GOOD hints on material to form a base of.
I want to go "occult 1+1 = 2 ", but i need someone who tells me where to find 1st grade stuff to build on.
doesnt make much sense for me to take class in 9th or 10th grade lessons when the base isnt just there.

E.g. I know a puzzle piece, that the Color Red is the Color of "Initiation" because (directed to ones body) someone bleeds if he/she looses his virginity. Othen then that it is on the color spectrum on the upper end, meaning it has less energy but is more controlled (contrary to blue on the lower end, which has high energy and low control). So Color Red indicates more and deeper Energy Control and on another plane Rock-Solid Standing. But the other colors are just missing...

I also lack a nearly complete analysis (with Relation to ones body!) of Numbers and Letters. E.g. i know that a 6 (perfect number) is an inwards spiral by graphic and tends to suck reality/energy towards ones mind (submissive plane) , whereby a 9 is an outwards spiral which tends to spread energy to the environment (dominance plane). also differentiation between different alphabets/charsets would be great. I do believe in a universal intelligence shifting all this properly over time, so there should be a system behind our current matrix/world. A breakdown of the universal principles (political incorrect but TRUE prefered) would be awesome.

where can i find this stuff, is there even yet a guideline with all this explained out there ? Or do i get this theory of everyhting infos only from some 120year old grandmaster

greetings and thanks

ahto

you are very wise, i will try to look inside and find out. thanks jim

hi,
im new to this forum and i have some questions regarding the oto initation oath. i have been initiated 5 years ago, and part of my oath was that if i ever break that oath [A direct quotation from the O.T.O.'s Minerval ceremony has been administratively deleted. I have left some of Atho's personal interpretations. - J.A.E.]. i read further that the oath explicitly goes down to the generative power. not knowing of this stuff i had to swear, even not knowing what i stumbled into. and i did not give it great attention. ok the problem of the nature of this oath was, that i had to swear it to myself. so crowley said the karma ( or better K A M A ) would go entirly to oneself ( how to resolve that ). to my discomfort he wrote somewhere that a real magical oath can't be broken, you think you can but you can't. -> uff .

unintentionally i broke that oath and since then i have some pain down there. but it was also one year completly away and i was absolutly pain free, as i stayed away from all this stuff and focused on the "shown reality".

i made a lot of experiences spiritually, i both tasted the good life energy in cigarette form, and the bad-life energy also in cigarette form. i also created an theory of everything ( omg no one will believe me this shit ) and i "guess" i may be important. i also tried to frame my own reality etc.
and i also have sometime cracks in my reality, im well aware that this is all an illusion. but on the other side im a homer simpson kind of guy who really makes sometimes "fail at failing". i really never studied the occult and beside the 3 times i visited the oto am i very blank-written paper in this topic. so can me anyone tell, if i just overcome this magic oath by my own willpower/other and can crowley be doubted or is this just my fate that my genitals will slowly rot ?

greetz
atho