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a few times my concentration has faltered and i've mixed up the order of the archangels and/or the god names during the pentagrams. a few times i've noticed a change in mood during this, one time i become very tense and irritable. most of the time after performing the ritual correctly i feel calm and at ease. i took this as a sign that mixing up the names obviously has an adverse effect on me. has this happened to anyone else? what would you attribute it to?
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@RifRaf said
"For which? Frater 939's?
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Be careful with this one. I am not trying to disrespect the guy, but it seems that he wants people to do his Will and not their own. Other information I found on him is here:
www.heruraha.net/viewtopic.php?t=2726"
hm..well that's not un-thelemic at all (ahem..sarcasm)
@RifRaf said
"For joining the A.'.A.'.? No. If you are sincere about it, and they can tell this even from an e-mail, you will get accepted as a student. It is as simple as that. (Although, I cannot speak for the lineage you are asking about but it seems one and the same with most.) One lineage I would suggest againt is that of Frater 939."
do you have a website? just so i could look into the lineage myself..i'd appreciate any info you might have
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@kuniggety said
"Uh... do you not know what you're trying to initiate into? While there is a particular AA branch intertwined with the CoT/ToT... they're not the same thing as the AA. I actually tried for some months trying to contact someone about starting the Student period with that particular branch, the Estai/Meral lineage, and never heard from anyone."
i just did the same and keep hearing that about this lineage. hopefully i get some kinda response..does anyone have any advice?
@Law said
"I am curious as to the proven (if any) consequences that a person has experienced in terms of their neural circuitry. Does the western Mystery tradition cause a visible difference? If I got a brain scan, would the doctor be like, "how strange" If I performed Liber samekh repeatedly to obtain the HGA, could you tell?
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I know that just recently I've done some enochian work and upon completion I felt a great deal of euphoria and a light-headed state. I don't know if this could be medically or scientifically proven as having occured, e.g. cac scan, mri, etc., however I know that in my own perception it was very real and that's all that matters as far as I'm concerned since my own perception of the world is the one I have to deal with.
I did also notice some very real effects on my lights and air conditioning, but that's another story.
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