Hello, I've only recently been getting into Thelema and Crowley. Before that, though, I was absorbed into the teachings of Jiddu Krisnhamurti. I was wondering if what J Krishnamurti taught is agreeable with Thelema. I am inevitably in a position where I cannot tell given as to how my knowledge of Thelema is limited to only a couple of books.
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Did I contact my Holy Guardian Angel?When I was around ten, I was very interested in what dreams were - what was going on when I was sleeping? Where was I? So, I made a commitment to realize in my dreams that I was sleeping. This took me a couple of months. I remember being really frustrated, because I was there in the dream world, realizing that I was sleeping, and I was asking everyone: "Where am I?" "Who are you?" And they would look at me as if I were crazy, so I ended up choking people (including my own mom!). One night, though, I dreamt that I was talking to my grandpa who had been dead for quite some time and I remember thinking: "My God, I'm dreaming - you've died!" Things went a little weird, because I stopped asking where I was and who everyone was - for some reason, I remember feeling that I was in a different dimension. Then, here's where things get a little strange...I came to what I believed was the ends of the universe - a place that is too sublime to be perceived, so what I was perceiving was just a representation of this place. And there I saw a man who I believed was Mozart (my parent's had let me watch Amadeus a week or so before and I was digging the music; I soon saw Mozart as one of my heroes, which seems really strange to me now). Mozart told me that he was my soul and that I had more than one soul. I don't remember much after that, but eventually I was in my own casket, being driven in a hurst along with my true love over to our funeral. And I was okay - I was fine with death. This is a strange dream for a ten year old... I read that you can contact your Holy Guardian Angel through the practice of lucid dreaming - did I contact my Holy Guardian Angel who came in the form of Mozart?