College of Thelema: Thelemic Education

I have stumbled across a few interesting articles that suggest that the Holy Guardian Angel is actually Set/Satan/Lucifer/Devil. I am rather confused about this. Does anybody know more on this topic?

Leech fits my description. I even joke around with that term with my donor.
I am not happy being this way. I don't want it. I would change in a heartbeat.

@Metzareph said

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@FallenAngel said
"To Metzareph...

It usually is an interchange. I do not always usually just take and leave the other person vulnerable. My donor at the moment has an excess amount of energy that seems to somehow hinder him. We balance each other out. I'm the Yin, he's the Yang."

Cool! does that help?

In any case, you seem to need more help than what it can be done over cyberspace. You should see a Taoist master or other qualified person."

Yes it does help. It fixes the problem for awhile.

We discovered that I cannot do much with reiki for some reason. The energy worker(s) and I discovered that I do thrive off of human energy and that I am able to manipulate it enough to take it into myself and "digest" it.

To Metzareph...

It usually is an interchange. I do not always usually just take and leave the other person vulnerable. My donor at the moment has an excess amount of energy that seems to somehow hinder him. We balance each other out. I'm the Yin, he's the Yang.

I do it about every 1-2 weeks depending on need.

I have experimented with energy workers and a reiki practicioner.

I have also experimented to make sure I wasn't self delusioned into needing this. I stopped the exchanges for a few months and ended up being treated in the hospital. The pills they gave me did not help. I was on them for a year. I quit.

I have looked into alternatives. I have tried QiGong and tried to thrive off of elemental energies and the energies of the Universe. It didn't do much.

I have practiced the LBRP and the Middle Piller and the Circulation of the Body of Light. It helps a bit, but not completely.

I edited my above post and added the other symptoms.

I was on treatment... which only made me feel worse. The only thing that helps is the energy exchange.

I have severe heart problems when I do not exchange energy on a regular basis.

My other symptoms include...
Fainting, Sensitivity to temperature, Sensitivity to Light, Migraines, Weak Immune System, Fatigue, etc.

I've been diagnosed with with a sever case of Tachycardia which only goes away when I exchange energy with someone.

Thank you for your advice Jim. I respect you and your opinions.

btw, why is Psychic Vampirism taught in the 8th degree of the O.T.O?

I'd like to make it clear that when I talk about Psychic Vampirism I do not use the term because I identify with the archetype of the Vampire. I am not talking about being an ego driven poser either.

However, I suspect my Vampirism stems from my energy body functioning differently than most.... perhaps an irregularity in the way my Chakras process and store energy. I am not completely sure yet.

When I take the energy from someone I do it with their full consent and knowledge. I am not a predator. Psychic Vampirism doesn't have to be harmful. It can help both the Vampire and the donor. During an energy exchange energy may be cycled and manipulated between the two partners until it is at a higher vibration. The energy can then be used to benefit both people in various ways if needed. However, usually the donor has an excess amount of energy. Therefore no harm is being done and their will isn't being violated as they have agreed to the act.

So... can this thread please get past the idea of Immortal Bloodsucking Vampires and ideas of LHP Predatory Spirituality?

I already knew the answers to the questions I asked, but I wanted a thelemic view on Psychic Vampirism. I'd like to thank everyone for there sarcastic remarks and uneducated replies. It is clear to me that none of you (except maybe one?) have taken the time to ever read a book on authentic Psychic Vampirism.

FallenAngel

P.S. Psychic Vampirism has little or nothing to do with blood drinking, folklore, the vampire archetype or stupid jokes.

I'm a Psychic Vampire. There are a lot of different definitions that go around for the term, but I describe it as having to regularly and actively take human vital energy to maintain my physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual health. I'm not sure yet on how this effects me overall on my path as a thelemite. Does anyone know how this will effect me in the long run as I practice thelemic rituals and strive for the KC of HGA?

Your thoughts and/or advice would be much appreciated.