Hi! My name is Sara and I live in Sweden. I´m new to Thelema and feel happy to have this in my life now and look forward to many years of further practice and study. The Book of Law is growing on me and I can feel that there is so much power in that book.
I have a question that I have been thinking about. Sometimes when I do something in my `everyday life´, I can perceive this great beauty of life (I guess that´s how I could describe it, even though it´hard to describe). It can for instance happen when I am involved in artistic creation (I make jewelry among other things) or when I go to certain art exhibitions. I can perceive that it´s some sort of purity to these experieces. Thoughts and feelings about personal gain, competition etc are not there at all in that very moment. Could that be an indication that True Will is involved here?
In my life I would so much like to get away from want´ as much as possible and instead focus on
Will´. Last year I quit working in a certain job sector because there is so much competition there and you are very much judged by your title-something I got caught up into too. I quit very much because I don´t want to be part of that anymore- it makes me unhappy to "want" in that way. In my future I would like to live so much as possible according to my Will- instead of from "want".
Sara