Thank you all for your responses, they've been most informative.
@Takamba said
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Sarreth, I have a funny feeling the concepts of awareness and concentration are not exactly what you are thinking of them as being at this moment.
Maybe awareness you've figured out - for instance, when you sit down for your morning ritual of having breakfast, are you aware of your action when you tuck your napkin into your shirt under your chin, or do you do so mindlessly out of years of repetition? That would be lacking awareness. If you happen to be in the habit of smoking cigarettes, have you ever lit a cigarette only to discover that as you place it to your ashtray that you already had one lit and burning just seconds before? That would be lacking awareness. Total awareness - or what I term "mindfulness" requires constant practice and vigilance before you will achieve that certain clarity of awareness that I can only describe as pure glass compared to what you were so used to expecting your awareness to be."
You describe awareness very accurately. One should also note, that there have been masters/initiates that have focused SOLELY on awareness. Krishnarmuti and Osho come to my mind, but there have been so so many others who have focused on acquiring awareness. One reason being, in my point of view, that awareness is the basis of astral projection (and projection of all kinds) which allows one to perform his own research in the atsral rather than count on books, divinations and subjective opinions on matters. All true knowledge that we have been given from books and other stuff has come directly from the astral-spiritual world (higher or lower) and awareness is the basis of being able to perceive and be conscioussly aware of this world. Correct?
@Jim Eshelman said
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And awareness isn't usually sufficiently available at the beginning. So what is one to do? One is to stumble! Stumble and trip, trial and error. You use your very best common sense, intelligence,"
There have been techniques given by various initiates on acquiring awareness. Although it's probably obvious that there is no actual "method" of one to be... aware. I hoped that modern Thelemic sects would have elaborated more on the subject but nevertheless the nature of it is quite subjective.
"You use your very best common sense, intelligence, and intuition to detect what you want to demand from the universe, demand it absolutely, AND stand ready to accept whatever consequences abide in your getting it. "
Well put.
@danica said
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during the day, we perform many rituals, but mostly without any awareness of what we are doing and with what purpose. every act, and sequence of acts, can become a Ritual in magical sense, if the awareness is there, accompanied with intention."
I wish all beginers of magick could comprehend that.
@ThelemicMage said
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You MUST start here:
The Equinox Vol I, no. 1
In it is the postures for meditation, breathing and thought control exercises, as well as the first installment of "Hashish", a pharmaceutical view in this first installment. It also has basic ideas on what you are looking for regarding consciousness, being, intent, and concentration. All of these are VERY important in tuning your mind to your HGA, all seriousness intended.
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I must have already read that in the past and even printed it. But I will check on the equinox material again.
"In other terms, there's no need to fool around with "lesser" magic until you learn the fundamentals of greater magick. By lesser magick, I mean the abilities of rending change with your casual day-to-day life. With greater magick, I mean organized ritual with concentrated intent on purification/banishing of negative energies, and invoking/divinity of positive/light energies.
Good luck, Friend. And if you need any of these, I have them in pdf format. Please send a private message. Be forewarned, some versions on the internet have the wrong attributions of the banishing versions of the spirit pentagram in the greater pentagram ritual. The correct banishing of spirit active goes from Air to Fire, and correct banishing of spirit passive goes from Water to Earth. "
Many thanks, for your interest and your advice.
@Veronica said
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I believe that in order to create effective rituals it is vital to learn how to tell a good story. In order to learn how to tell stories, the stories must be internalized, known intimately to the story teller."
Heheh! Nice analogy with the dance. Just recently I realised that my ability to story tell has been..hmm..fainter. But maybe the problem lies in lack of inspiration (which is in itself a problem) or me not having worked with the throat chakra for some time. Things should be ok now.
@v0rtex666 said
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Liber O is a good blueprint for various ritual engines. If you start there and customize the formulas I found it is a good basis. Understanding technical elements of rituals such as the LBRP and Star Ruby, why it is constructed the way it is, where it positions the operator in the Tree of Life and the dynamics"
Just thinking about the whole theoretics behind the tree of life, gives me headackes. There is just too much material on it. But I will check on liber O for the dynamics.
@RosenKreutz said
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Hello. William Gray has a book called Magical Ritual Methods you might want to look into as well as Temple Magic."
I 've read the magical ritual methods, found it very interesting, but temple magick I've missed. Hopefully I'll find it in pdf somewhere on the net!