Any one who is manic depressive is already initiated. Through their compassion they suffer the realities of the world we live in. Through suffering they gain true wisdom of the nature of the universe. The degrees of manic depression vary as time goes by. The more they open their heart to our cruel world the more it affects them and the harder it is to balance their mood. After embracing all that bothers them they will be able to maintain the state of true bliss and buddhahood.
You understand that this brilliant saint of a man Crowley did not lay out a religion of weird deity/Star Whore worship, rather he uncovered an important aspect of humanity, the true nature of the relationship between man and woman and how great souls are inspired to do great things through the love between a man and a woman.
Now when you become Buddha or God Head then you begin to learn how illusory the world really is and how you can affect positive changes in the world simply by concentrating your will.
To understand this relationship between a man and a woman I like to think of the Big Bang Theory. The universe was once a singularity, One, or God.The Big Bang separated One into Space and Time Now consider the one celled animal that replicates its self without any help, is it not One as well? Now at some point this cell divided somehow into male and female halves ( another big bang)or Mother Earth and Father Time. The male half kept some properties and the female half kept some properties. These animals were still able to share each others properties or complement each other as One because they were not far separated from their original nature of being as One. So on for millions of years and trillions of lives our decendants came through to this point where we are today.
So what happened to our Oneness, our ability to find our soul mates and be one with the universe?
Language! As our species has developed more and more languages and words we have lost the ability to perceive the true universe through our confusion. Every ancient culture that has left its unique mark in written history it has further confused our true natures for those unable to connect the dots through analogy and comparison. Now we have Anthropologists who think of all the ancient cultures as different, instead of realizing that they merely had developed different languages and customs. Their true natures and therefore our true natures are still in the art and writings the ancient cultures left behind. The Egyptian culture was assimilated by the Greeks and the Greek culture was assimilated by us.
Another problem is that Christians defeat their own purpose by restricting their true natures. They caused the Dark Ages by trying to destroy knowlege and insisting the bible was the only book people can read. But just like any other patriarchal culture like the Greeks and the Taliban they just end up molesting boys.
My point is not to attack Christianity but to say that God (The Universe) made us in nature and to strive against our natures is why our world is so crappy today.
Sex is not Love and Love is not sex. But the greater your soul is the higher your sex drive. Sex is an expression of the art of love.
This Bablyon whore thing is sometimes the nature of every woman with a pure soul. look at Jesus and Mary, soulmates, a Saint and a Whore. But it is also in the nature of man to sometimes be a manwhore.
It is just that they take turns.
The soul of the man goes first (ABRA). He runs around pleasing women for the satisfaction of pleasing women all the while looking for one that he was compatible with. Being manic he is constantly suffering and becoming wiser to the world around him and his true nature and that of the Universe. Eventually around about age 32 he comes to the realization that one of those girls was his one true love (He HADIT all along)HAD is the fourth portal (each portal is a rare meeting between the two), when his heart starts burning with desire for this girl who has gone on and gotten married or whatever. Also the Holy Trinity is formed between their souls. In his heartache (death) he becomes a changed man.He used the sensation of her true love as a pattern with which he would love everything in the universe in the same manner he loves her (thus the attainment of universal love). She on the the other hand doesn't stop loving him but tries to forget him, kills her heart, and uses sex as an outlet, or art. So they trade places or natures. But for him having been a wise compassionate man, he is then compelled to perform the art that his will divines, which is that of the nature of his soul, and something to do with the betterment of man kind. In this soulmate bond (trinity) they can also communicate through dreams (his conversation with the holy ghost).She can be pretty bossy I hear, it is pretty much she talks and he listens!
Parsival is HADIT and Kundry is NUIT, it is her true love, her having waited a long time for him, that touches his heart, gives him a glimpse of true love and propels him to greatness. Jesus is HADIT and Mary is NUIT.Socrates is HADIT and Diotima suggests it still may not be too late for him. Symposium (Plato) lays the path out for all to see just ignore everything but what Socrates and Diotima say.
So I am obsessed with the third part of the word (ABRA) it suggests that if one keeps that love in his heart somehow while letting go of all his desires that HADIT may be able to unite with NUIT ( the most Holy Trinity)
Can you imagine how wonderful the world would be if we could give our children the gift of wisdom, knowledge and how to unite with their soulmates, their first loves? ABRAHADABRA = Peace on Earth
I was on U tube the other day and saw some Church video accusing Saint Crowley of being evil and starting some music revolution of evil in the music that came out of the peace love movement of the 60's and 70's. I wish these people were not so ignorant....
Peace and Love = evil? not likely!
But I see the same phenomenon ABRAHADABRA happening in the hearts of these artists.
Stairway to heaven- Girl who knows all that glitters is gold,the May Queen (NUIT)
The Piper (Pan or HADIT)
( also notice that Led Zeppelin I, II, III, IV , IV being HAD- no one ever completes the word ABRAHADABRA, I suppose that is why they are singing for the Son (777)(the Seventh Son)to come in the song Carry on by csny or Carry on Wayward son - kansas
Carry on, Suite judy blue eyes, Teach your children, helplessly hoping(with reference to stairway to heaven) Guinnevere(NUIT) someone obviously HADIT in order to write these beautiful songs and Crowley refers to the agony of the great soul who does not have the technical ability,those that express and not teach, But these men did their part for my opinion anyway for they have taught me a great deal.
Aretha Franklin-Freedom and Lionel Ritchie-Zoom are calling for the one called Freedom that will come after the Son and the Moon
The road, the river, the highway all references to how we are compelled by our soul to the destiny that is already decided.
Earth Wind and Fire sing a song that says we are all stars.
Eagles-Witchy Woman, Santana-Black Magic Woman, those are the best kind if you ask me.They are scarlet women.
These people left the incredible wealth of their souls for all to know and they were compelled by their love of NUIT, not a mysterious deity but a girl with a pure heart that waited for him until he realizes he HADIT then the girl becomes the scarlet woman. A heart of gold, alchemical gold, the philosophers stone, true love waits. Untill HAD then its HADITs turn to create his art and stay faithful as she did for him. Just like Parsival.
But it is also influences by the motion of our planets I am certain, astrology plays a huge part in this phenomenon, Venus strongly affects the ladies and Mars the Men, and to some other extent the rest of the planets. the solstices as well, and by the way, 12, 21 2012 is the Solstice of the Gods, Not to argue with Saint Crowley but he was on sort of a dry run so as to leave guidance for 777, the One who is to come.
Anyways every religion or ancient culture still reflects this stuff in certain ways. The problem was that the messengers that brought this information also showed off their powers and people started worshiping them as deities rather than absorbing their wisdom. The Norse sun disk looks like an eye, the Mayan sun disk looks like an eye, the Egyptians had the eye of horus, the Greeks had the grade of watcher, Buddhists have a flower that is representative of an eye.We have the eye of providence of our money in America.
What is the significance of this eye that turns up everywhere? Chemistry is in the eyes. Our eyes are windows to our souls. Moreover we only learned complex languages in the past couple tens of thousands years. Our eyes actually used to be how we communicated. Hundreds of millions of years ago when eyes were first forming on the creatures that would some day evolve into humans they needed an alphabet to communicate just as we do.
How do you imagine the universe decided to make an alphabet? It already had one actually, the elements. Now in our complex world we have lost sight of the fact that our virtues in our mind and soul are simply the manifestation of elements that are found within the universe and we use them to communicate through our eyes. If you look at the periodic table there are two series of elements that do not fit well with the rest. It is no accident that they include Uranium and Plutonium. These are elements that are not good for our world just as their counterparts that we communicate through our eyes are not good for our world. Ever seen a scary look in someones eyes? Or do people have a hard time keeping eye contact when they are lying or decieving? It is because they instinctivly know that they could give their dishonesty away by maintaining eye contact. A taliban man I saw once had a whole array of ignorant elements fixed in his eyes, undoubtedly using these bad elements to persuade people to do evil things.
But it goes both ways, when you have a pure heart and nothing to hide you can go through life and the world with wide open eyes, the eyes of a child, the child Horus if you will, and peoples souls will be wide open for you to peer into their hearts. This is obviously limited to the culmination of your own suffering, so you actually recognize what they are experiencing because you already have in your manic depression. If you run into a bad person your eyes will scare the crap out of them.
When a kid goes crazy in college and selectively murders his peers it is the ones with purest souls, innocent eyes that he spares because he is lashing out against ignorant people, which can be seen in their eyes, and the sad thing is that these kids are good kids, its just the black brothers drive them to snap.
But next time you see some black brothers look into their eyes and see if there is some recognizable part of the old you in them. There is great power in this art. Most people, especially black brothers,give away their intentions unknowingly. Betraying their selves and giving people of light fair notice and warning.