College of Thelema: Thelemic Education

How do i source for these books.i am based in England.i am more interested the Thelema way of practice.i would prefer step by step thelemic approach.Thank you

The more i study this website, the more i am convinced to study the principles of thelema. please i want to be a student on the thelemic path

my esoteric background

a master mason[875ic] tranquilty lodge
5th temple degree Rc
Fc, OMCE
a new initate to druidry
associate degree Traditional martinist order

please direct me

i just had a private chat with someone on this website already.however,i thank you all the same. i was a bit alarmed at what i was experiencing.and needed urgent guidance.this experience has happened before.i am not using thelemic method.i am using a handout given to me by a rosicrucian brother who is learning just like me.
after doing the kabala cross and the four elements, i invoke the two connecting spheres and invoke the path.do some visualisation. then thank the archangels and pronounce the divine names three times each.then do the invoking pentagram again.put off my candles and incense thats all.
then when sleeping i start to see the snake
or see a pit of fire
feel burning sensation in my head while clears out after a couple of minutes

i am indeed surprised no one wants to advise on how to go about these things.well,so much for the forum.i will make my mistakes then.which i am not afraid to do anyway.

my experiences: before i climbed the tree of life,snakes would pursue me in my dreams.if there was a project that needed completing,these snakes would block my path in my dreams.and the project would fail in reality.in real life,the snakes were still watching me.some times when i enter a place.my inner voice would tell me someone is watching me and when i turn,it is a snake.these events troubled me for a longtime before i got introduced to the Rosicrucian Order.it all stopped. one day i climbed the tree of life. and i saw things in my sleep.i could see through walls.i saw a pit of fire in the corner of my room.i had a foreknowledge of things to come.especially if i slept in the afternoons.i felt burnt sensation in my head when i climb the tree.so i stopped for a longtime.
recently i started to climb the tree on the 20th of march as instructed.the snakes have come back.after performing the ritual of resh according to my understanding.a snake blocked my path.it refused to allow my brother and i descend the stairways in my dreams..please i need urgent advice