I guess the reason that I thought it was significant is because it surprised me completely. Like I said, I've only read the Book once, and I stopped halfway through chapter III. Honestly all the talk of mercilessness and killing the weak rubbed me the wrong way...
The trip hasn't really helped me in any concrete way yet, but I do feel that it has helped me to reassess what I already know.
Thanks for your responses!
Hi everyone, I really don't know very much about Thelema at all. I read The Book of the Law not too long ago, and I have to admit it freaked me out a little... I loved the language though, and something about it was still so captivating.
Well, I didn't really look at or think about it since, but two nights ago I smoked some DMT (for spiritual purposes only) and I saw Nuit create the universe. Before I left my body she was encouraging me to keep smoking the DMT, chanting Kundalini and telling me to "drink his fire". It was absolutely beautiful and I have since grown more curious about Thelema.
I guess I'm just asking where I should begin? I'm very lost... no one else in my life is very interested in spirituality.
Thank you.