College of Thelema: Thelemic Education

Will is what works for you, if what works solves your conflict then its good for you.

You can't convert the way you already going with any efforts, ground aspects of you will, keep pushing.

They are just animals they don't react to anything(or if react don't show that and can't show that), maybe there is a difference between wild and home cats don't know.

Ask them what is so wrong about Crowley?

I would like to do that dutifully

You must get that grace of forgiveness has no good...

Try to attract angel, sometimes he feels interested in me or what i do, sometimes he just want to dominate me, couple times i just force draw him to myself - he must come closer. Also there is not only verbal information, energetic and visual. And angel is very responsive to aeonic and schizophrenic behaviour :}

Its just what is will and love for you.

Sex ain't that good its just ****able meat and stinks all kind of smells, imagination drives one to do this and this, but practically its just saliva and sweat. Do not bother with this.

Same. I found the experiences gone and not much of them after some months, just keep records and conclusions for your superiors ;}

This task is extremely hard, the name may be suitable with your identification maybe for couple of months to half year in your case. If i would need to pick one i would pick my general nickname since i have most identification with it.

Old aeon values are persistent and basis of our spiritual morality. While current aeon values are such that one does conquer and does not come back. Solve both.

I believe this are false impulses of ones will, how you imagine yourself and your place. That is why it is called TRUE will.
Mine recents are that other people are only strong as much as you are weak., this would be more of mental type. And one of emotional type would be, that women needs money and security only when love can happen, or even that people like go to swim only with half of their body in the water

I think that maybe HGA wants to direct me somewhere, i may have some ideas where, but i am highly doubted if this would be right or to start fresh building focusing on some other thing.
Also your last sentence seem to be right for me.

@Takamba said

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@Vadox said
"Samadhi experienced by the brain of a 75 IQ is not the same as that of a brain of 300 IQ.
"

In this case it is like saying "all things are relative."

Let me give you a practical example you can experiment with on your own.

Eat a chili pepper.

Next day, suck on an ice cube for 30 seconds on your tongue. Eat a chili pepper.

Same experience? No."

Oh, i got it. Its like having more sensitive finger tips

Lemme add an option 4) no work and magick equally

Last day i got overally discharged mentally. Most things just gone much lower. That has happened many times, however interval between charging and discharging greatly increased during past years. And the state i am now is not very comfortable i feel like being wondering meat. My explanation is that HGA is involved there.
Is this high low cycle perfectly normal considering that we practice such things?

Samadhi experienced by the brain of a 75 IQ is not the same as that of a brain of 300 IQ.

Mostly i use this word in all kind of jokes, when am not taking things seriously. When seriously this word has meaning of predetermined fate of universe and of every conscious being, keeping in mind that everyone has his unique ultimate self. Or even something that has not yet manifested in spiritual realms. Or idea of eternity.