College of Thelema: Thelemic Education

Ok, i've been reading the forums and seeing where different languages play a big role in Thelema. Hebrew, Greek, Enochian. Though, Hebrew and Greek are hard to comprehend, but I've learned some Enochian over the years, and it is my understanding that Enochian was the language of the Nephilim? That's what I've believed over the years.

Now, my question is: "Is there a proper Enochian dictionary I can find somewhere? Because the only Enochian I've learned a bit of(which is probably fake within itself) was what lavey put in his books(which i have thrown away years ago), and some crappy enochian dictionary i found online.

Personally I rather like Enochian, there's something about it I can comprehend and read better than Hebrew or Greek.

So, if anyone has access to an Enochian dictionary that wouldn't mind sharing that info with me, I'd really appreciate it.
Is Enochian something I definately need while studying Thelema? or do I really have to pay attention and try to understand Hebrew or greek? are those two languages also important? any help would be appreciated. thanks

Ok, i'm new to this forum and new to thelema..

I'm windley, i've been into magick and spiritual paths for the past oh, 18 years now. I've studied all forms of satanism, luciferianism, wicca, asatru. anything spiritual with magick, meditation, spells that i could get my hands on, i've studied. All to my dismay they were unfulfilling. Over the years i've been hearing about Crowley's works and i've happened across it years ago, looked at it, thought i was too stupid to study it and never looked at it again.

Well, here I am again today, needing, wanting to study it and finding that I still have yet to learn to find my true divine higher self. I've found that Thelema is very deep and intellectual and I know that is what i need to study and practice in order to find that which i seek in the adventures of life. So, i've read a lot on the C.O.T.site, read the entire Book of the Law on there, among a few other things on the site and it interested me and made me realize that this path is what I need to be on. As apparently I've been led to the site again after having looked at it years ago and forgotten about it. So, apparently the gods pushed me here and here I am. Wiling to learn everything there is to know about Thelema.

But the problem i have is that there is no college or temple near me, i live in alabama, originally from rhode island, been stuck in alabama since i was 14 bleh..help.. so i have to study online, maybe i'll get to travel to the temple oncein a while for initiations, who knows. but if i can't go to the college itself, i'll just end up teaching myself and studying what i need to in order to actually consider myself Thelemite later on. So, hello to everyone, it's nice meeting other thelemites. but if there's any other thelemites near me, please feel free to mail me.
So, hello again and i hope to learn much from everyone and the C.O.T.

Figured i'd intoduce myself a little bit. I"m windley, new to thelema. It has always interested me. I've read and tried many things over the years. I've practiced wicca, satanism, luciferianism, asatru, and still yet i feel that none of those are deep enough. Sure, I love magick and knowledge and still seek to find my divine higher self, to become a more powerful intellectual person. Don't we all? I've just now read the Book of the Law, was quite interesting though some things were unclear.

Ok, i've noticed that has a lot of Egyptian bearings, and some of Crowley's other stuff isn't so Egyptian. When i read about the part of the Prince-Priest the Beast and the scarlet woman, well i'm sure Lucifer/Lilith came to mind. So would i look at the deities of Thelema as being Egyptian, or do i use my own perspective/deities? This confuses me.

Also, I live far away from any temple or college of Thelema and there are no teachers of Thelema where i live that i know of. I would love to join the college of thelema to learn more and do initiations, but I can't always travel to do them. So, I wish to keep studying and will keep reading the In the continuum and other things on the college site, as well as Crowley's Magick in Theory and Practice.

Also, if i do continue to study and learn everything by practice, would i consider myself thelemite even if i don't do the proper inititation/going to the college? (i live in alabama right now, originally from rhode island though, but i can't move back to RI because it's too expensive to live up there.lol...so i'm stuck with the bible belt and not knowing any other thelemites that can teach me better) I'm really seriously interested and I feel in my heart and soul that this is the right path for me. It seems to have everything I need and want as far as a path goes. So, any other info would help. i can travel maybe once a year to the closest temple which is new york if i had to do initiations, but if there's a self initiation or online teachers, that would be good too. anyway, thanks for reading, i'm semi long winded and detailed.

thanks