03/26/17 - A'AYIN, The Devil, Capricorn
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Practical magickal instruction given by A'ayin, The Devil as an expression of Hadit in each of us.
I'm most intensly touched by verses 16 and 30 today.
"16. Also concerning vows. Be obstinate, and be not obstinate. Understand that the yielding of the Yoni is one with the lengthening of the Lingam. Thou art both these; and thy vow is but the rustling of the wind on Mount Meru.
- Fear not when I fall in the fury of the storm; for mine acorns are blown afar by the wind; and verily I shall rise again, and my children about me, so that we shall uplift our forest in Eternity."
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"At the end, be the end far distant as the stars that lie in the navel of Nuit, do thou slay thyself as I at the end am slain, in the death that is life, in the peace that is mother of war, in the darkness that holds light in his hand, as an harlot that plucks a jewel from her nostrils."
Take contradiction to it's natural, unnatural limit
Spare the rod and spoil the child
You little devil! You ruined everything!
(And saved the day)I long for death
It's going to
Feel so
Bad.
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The link between Mercury and the Sun, connecting with the angel, an introduction to magic. Experience, and resolve, and the recognition of being desire and desired, both of which are unified in the experience of Genitor-Genetrix at once. A shivering, climatic explosion of Word (the act of Will) bursting as a groan from the magician's throat, like the guttural letter A'ayin itself. This is no overly complicated, verbose formulation, but arises instead in a revved up orgiastic eruption of raw force from the conjuring and intent. This magic is not promises and sworn vows, not just obstinate adherence to formulaic spellbinding, of what has been declared as such. It represents a visceral experience and embodiment in the yielding of the Yoni and Lengthening of the Lingam, in the surrendering and willingness to be changed--an embrace of what is so on all levels--along with the willing imposition of the act and intention of change itself, a straining desire for what is not present as such. Be the press and the grape. "Progress," in this, "is rapture, constant, dazzling, showers of light, waves of dew, flames of the hair of the Great Goddess, flowers of the roses that are about her neck." All this is delight.
(Edited to adjust the path - Thanks, Danica)
