How to banish Goetia demons
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93 everyone!
I might have a problem with one of those things. Recently I watched the (I suppose in this place) fairly well known documentary "The Dark Mirror of Magic", where they do an invocation with one of them (I can't remember the name, but it was apparently prophetic and quite a nice guy, according to the experts in the movie) and at the end they show its sigil and recite a second invocation with it. I looked away just to be safe after about 1-2 seconds of seeing the sigil, but continued listening to the imitated conversation.
Jim, you once told me that looking even for a short time on such a sigil could have some effects, and I suppose if one has dabbled a bit in the field of magick, that one might be even more liable to its effects than as a complete layman, so this is why I took this seemingly minuscule incident as the reason for a quite strange behavior of my heart rhythm lately (which started either the day or the day after I watched it).
My heart rate seems a bit too fast and there are some slight chest pains every now and then. I exercise regularly, eat nutritious food, have had some prior aggression problems though, which are certainly suspected reasons, but since this heart "problem"(?) started so closely after this, I gotta ask ye wise mages. Sometimes I have double-beats (or whatever it's called in english) every now and then, and the pains are extremely minor, so I'm not exactly worrying about a heart attack.As a precaution I did the LBRP right after watching it, I pray regularly to my HGA (Which seems to be coming to greet me lately - wonderful feeling that!), do yoga twice a day and did another LBRP the day afterwards. This was 3-4 days ago now.
Worth mentioning in addition is possibly that I saw a flickering facial structure some time afterwards in my mind's eye. This is the way (I think) I've previously experienced visits from Kas (if my terminology serves, that would be the slough left behind of a deceased person), one of which was auditory (in the mind's ear, so to speak).
The same experience also seems to come along when I talk to my Angel (no, I'm probably way away from the K&C with It, so I'm not talking about that, but I do address it nonetheless) though, so I'm not sure. Since I asked for more protection, it might as well be It, but I'm always too paranoid to dare listen (fall into the experience) in case it's the demon or anything not very psychologically nutritious.I haven't even thought about using goetic magick, and have hardly read through Crowley's foreword in his book about it, so see me as the total beginner in this.
- Should I be worried?
- If yes to 1), what should I do?
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93!
I don't think you have anything to worry about. You did great. Just do your LBRP and then forget it---It works.
If you feel this is not enough for some reason, you might perform the Banishing as described in the Goetic book since this is how it was evoked.
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Thank you for answering DavidH! a lot calmer