The Shield - A Meditation
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(see previous page for most recent additions)
I present the above ideas here because I currently have no other outlet for expressing it to others who might be able to comprehend, appreciate, and apply it. For whatever internal reasons, the impulse to express it has been very great, and I only hope that you will bear with the expression of these things here.
I can be an ass of a man, or a bear of a man, as you prefer. I accept that charge. But I do hope that you have been given some insight into my guiding motivations.
At this point in my life, I do hope to create something of value to leave for others, regardless of the judgments on my past insanities and personal conflicts.
Take up these ideas for yourself, or leave them, as you prefer. But as for myself, I consider them the result of years of study and something that I will further develop in the future in order to help others understand the conflicting impulses of the archetypes within themselves so that they may be freed from any bondage impressed upon them by forced submission to the mythologies and formal doctrines of their religions or otherwise deeply implanted values.
To Wholeness.
To Life, Light, Love, and Liberty!
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The archetype attempts to represent the* impulse *to restrain it. I present it as one of the impulses in our psychological make-up. It makes no statement on the ultimate possibility, and the impossibility that you seem to suggest is one of the things people struggle with in their relationship to this archetype.
Christianity handles it through forgiveness. Thelema handles it through affirmation. or... in some words like that...
Right now, I'm thinking about keeping the permutations of Wisdom, Love, and Power where they are but swapping some of the trumps.
Heirophant as Power+Love, looking for guidance from Wisdom, to which he submits himself.
High Priestess as Wisdom+Wisdom, pure potential awaiting the impulse from Power+Love. -
It would be more correct to say I've found a more logical way of associating the trumps. It's still a matter of association, but hopefully it will make more sense.
Counter-clockwise around the hexagram:
Power+Power: The Fool
Power+Wisdom: The Heirophant
Wisdom+Wisdom: The High Priestess
Wisdom+Love: The Devil
Love+Love: The Empress
Love+Power: The Emperor
More description later. Job and stuff....
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@Dara Allarah said
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@Bereshith said
"Lol... For 30 guilt-ridden years.Yeah. I found a more logical, less associational placement of the trumps.
I'll post it after lunch."
You're not even 40 yet Bear.
So... if we see the normal range of when men loose their Virginity as between 17 (average) to 23 (at the high end of the scale f'normal'), then isn't it more like 5 or 6 guilt ridden years? Maybe 8 or 9? But not 30. Most of those years you were just a child. It's best not to exagerrate these kind of facts in your mind. Also - it's not unusual for men with your neurotype to engage in sex at an older age. It's more the norm than less - usually down to some type of sensory hypersensitivity."Actually, if we're counting masturbation, then I'll go with 33-11= about 22 years before I stopped even feeling guilty.
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It's really strange, you know. That EUREKA feeling and what we'll do to defend it.
Aha! I've found it!
but!
grrr. okay.
[work, work, work]
etc...1% inspiration - 99% persperation and all that....
I'll try to write it all up in a respectable fashion sometime... dang... I have a literature review to do this weekend for class... um... sometime next week.
The problem is that Sattva, Rajas, and Tamas don't translate well into English, and I was working from the English.
Here's the foundation, though, for anyone actually interested (lol):
Sattva/Sattva: The Fool: Wisdom/Wisdom
Sattva/Rajas: The Heirophant: Wisdom/Power
Rajas/Rajas: The Emperor: Power/Power
Rajas/Tamas: The Devil: Power/Love
Tamas/Tamas: The High Priestess: Love/Love
Tamas/Sattva: The Empress: Love/WisdomIt's still doesn't achieve a perfect association with the trumps, but for my purposes, it should work quite well for helping people think about their relationships to psychosexual archetypes (made up terminology, I think), especially as they relate to religious myths. I guess we'll see as I try to hammer it out.
Peace.
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Please note one change: Empress and High Priestess.
The Fool: Wisdom/Wisdom - Mind of the Life Force.
The Heirophant: Wisdom/Power - Restricts projection of the Life Force.
The Emperor: Power/Power - Projects the Life Force.
The Devil: Power/Love - Energy of the Life Force.
The Empress: Love/Love - Receives the Life Force.
The High Priestess: Love/Wisdom - Restricts reception of the Life Force.Reasoning for change:
A choice must be made about whether to use the High Priestess or The Empress to represent Tamas/Tamas:Love/Love
The use of the English "Love/Love" for the Empress expresses a sense of activity. Choosing The High Priestess to represent the same English construction, "Love/Love," in order to express her inactivity only confuses the matter by attempting to make an association in English based on choice made on the Sanskrit, "Tamas/Tamas."
Using the High Priestess to express Wisdom/Love in English also allows an organization that places the "sexual activity" of the Emperor and Empress closer to The Devil, who is Power/Love and places the "sexual passivity" Heirophant and High Priestess closer to the Fool, who is Wisdom/Wisdom.
For simplification of the archetypes, I've chosen the images of the Rider Waite-style deck:
http://mercurialmindset.com/images/AVHODGflash.jpg
The Fool: Wisdom/Wisdom - Mind of the Life Force.
The Heirophant: Wisdom/Power - Restricts projection of the Life Force.
The Emperor: Power/Power - Projects the Life Force.
The Devil: Power/Love - Energy of the Life Force.
The Empress: Love/Love - Receives the Life Force.
The High Priestess: Love/Wisdom - Restricts reception of the Life Force.You can also use it as a meditation tool by placing any of the other tarot cards in the center as pictured below:
http://mercurialmindset.com/images/AVHODG.jpg
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For a further method of analysis of this theory, one may add a dimension, and consider the model in 3 dimensions:
Above: The Fool
Center: The Self
Below: The DevilEast: The Heirophant
South: The Emperor
West: The High Priestess
North: The EmpressIf one attempts to consider the position of the angels in the LRP, then one may attempt an analysis of the following correspondences:
East: Raphael as the Intelligence of The Heirophant
South: Michael as the Intelligence of the Emperor
West: Gabriel as the Intelligence of the High Priestess
North: Auriel as the Intelligence of the EmpressIf one accepts the above correspondences, then one may go a further step in analysis and apply the elements in the following way:
Air: The Heirophant
Fire: The Emperor
Water: The High Priestess
Earth: The EmpressThrough an additional permutation, involving the applications of Sattva, Rajas, and Tamas to the directions, one may achieve the following pattern and continue the meditation/analysis into the signs of the zodiac:
Air:
Sattva: Mutable Air: Gemini
Rajas Cardinal Air: Libra
Tamas Fixed Air: AquariusThrough this system of correspondences, one may attempt to understand the signs of the zodiac (and oneself in relationship to one's own sign) in terms of how how each functions as an expression of the Life Force.
For instance, I am a Libra. Using this system of correspondences, I have some archetypes against which to reflect upon myself in terms of my being a Libra, which is Cardinal Air, which would be a combination of Rajas and The Heirophant (who represents Wisdom/Power: Sattva/Rajas).
In other words, the actual permutation would be Rajas/Rajas/Sattva, but with these symbols I can use the image of the Heirophant and consider him in his tending in the direction of Rajas, as well as the tarot's symbol for Libra (Justice or Adjustment).
What does the use of these new symbols add to a very ancient meditation? This question is answered by remembering that the main function of the layout given above is to understand the Life Force and the Archetypes of it's tendencies toward reception and projection. In the case of the Heirophant, I presented him functioning as *resisting *the projection of the Life Force. To me, it seems open up new possibilities for applications in psychoanalysis and understanding one's psychosexual development.
*When analyzing this theory at the level of the zodiacal symbolism, one *must * take into consideration the choice I have made in choosing the Empress to express the Tamas/Tamss:Love/Love - active/inert divide. The best I can think to word it is as the difference between Principle and Quality. The English Wisdom, Power, and Love are understood best in this regard as Principles while Sattva, Rajas, and Tamas are best understood as experiential Qualities.
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Heuristic Value:
Through the use of the Archetypes presented in the provided hexagram, one may connect the deep symbols of psychoanalysis to the process of differentiation as described in Bowen Family System Theory.
The theory is based on the processes of emotional triangling in order to manage the anxiety produced in a relationship.
I believe this presentation has to potential of adding an abstract, symbolic level to attempting to understand the psychological role one is playing in the functioning of an emotional triangle.
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To be valued or devalued as you wish...
In this presentation, the Hebrew letters associated with the trumps of the presented hexagram as read clockwise and counter-clockwise yield the following:
Clockwise: AGDOHV <tansmogrified> "A God I have." - As the human personality in relationship to its Angel.
Counter-clockwise: AVHODG <transmogrified> "I've a dog." - As the Fool of the tarot.
The association I make is to one's frame of mind. In one frame of mind, I generate the experience of having a God; In another frame of mind, I generate the experience of identity/unity with God.
With a further twist, and some imagination, one may consider one's associations with the following:
AV - Hebrew "Father" - Chockmah
HO - English slang "Whore" - Binah
DG - English "Dog" - MalkuthChockmah (AV), expressed through Binah (HO), ultimately yielding the lower human personality (DG) through their interactions.
I have no similar associations for AG, DO, and HV, but I invite you to consider your own.
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Combining AGDOHV and AVHODG, using the Aleph as the central connection yields the following:
"God I have. I've a dog."
GDOHVAVHODG = 177
177 - from Sepher Sephiroth (revised):
Lord of Lords
The Garden of Eden
To cry out for help
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The whole Love/Love:Tamas/Tamas - active/passive conundrum has been on my mind.
At some point, you have to make a choice between two ways of expressing something. As best as I can figure it, you make your choice based on your own purpose, your own Will, your own dharma. Where you make that choice, you try to point it out and explain why. There always seems to be two ways of considering a thing at some point in the process.
Some people will call this choice a mistake, or even a lie. Others will relate to it and appreciate it.
But... hehehe... it's tricky...
It's Alive, afterall.
I can only say that I've been reconsidering the application to the zodiac. If you're going to go that far with it, I think you really need to work with understanding the qualities Sattva, Rajas, and Tamas for continuity with all the thought that has gone before. Perhaps my choice of the Empress to express Love/Love:Tamas/Tamas works only for the part that applies to my own dharma; perhaps it prevents further application to the zodiac. I can accept this.
I will tell you this, however - It's been fascinating....
Good night.
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Yes. That's the divide.
If one wishes to use the tarot symbols to understand the processes of manifestation as well as the zodiac:
Tamas/Tamas: The High Priestess
Sattva/Tamas: The Empress
If one wishes to use the tarot symbols to understand one's psychological resistance or acceptance of the Life Force and apply it to how religious myths instruct us to live regarding our Life Force:
Love/Love: The Empress
Wisdom/Love: The High Priestess
They both have their uses, but one is limited from presenting them as the same thing.
Regarding the use of these symbols in terms of the qualities of the Life Force and its manifestation (Tamas/Tamas: The High Priestess), I do still feel like I've discovered a very simple method of explaining occult theory - at least one with which I was previously unfamiliar. Indeed, I feel I have been given a new glimpse of the inner-workings of the universe and may use this system for meditation and instruction. (has been mind-blowing to me)
Regarding the use of these symbols in terms of one's psychological resistance or acceptance of the Life Force in terms of their psychosexual development (Love/Love: The Empress), I do still feel like I've developed a spectrum of projection/reception and activity/passivity that works well for the purposes of exploring one's psychosexual archetypes. But this specific application of the tarot symbolism deviates from their standard occult use, which does seem to be to describe the manifestation of the Life Force in terms of* Sattva, Rajas, and Tamas*. (has been simultaneously mind-blowing to me)
I do still think that this second, psychosexual interpretation has a lot of merit and usefulness for application to understanding the role one is playing in their emotional triangles and for analysis of that role in the therapeutic setting. In the end, these archetypes as I wish to use them may have to be de-occultified or de-taroted to prevent confusion.
Here's to geeky fun and having both hemispheres blown...!
I am content.
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Final attempt at clarification until later...
It seems my attempts to understand the difference between Wisdom, Power, and Love (considered as prinicples) and Sattva, Rajas, and* Tamas* (considered as qualities) has led to the discovery of two practical methods of meditation:
Where **Wisdom, Power, and Love *are considered as prinicples for guiding one's personal choices and behaviors, the virginity/inertia of the High Priestess best represents a stance of resistance * (Wisdom/Love) to the Life Force while the fertility/creativity of the Empress best represents a stance of receptivity (Love/Love) to the Life Force.
Where Sattva, Rajas, and Tamas** are considered as*** qualities ***of the naturally manifesting Life Force, the virginity/inertia of the High Priestess best represents the *latent conglomerative abilities * (Tamas/Tamas) of the Life Force while the fertility/creativity of the Empress best represents the *active conglomerative abilities *(Sattva/Tamas) of the Life Force.
Thus, the two different applications would require a swapping of the positions of the keys in the hexagram presented above. But the rest is the same.
This is my best expression of this at the moment. I'll try to make a formal re-presentation later this week for those here who are interested. I'd like to make it really precise and clear, so it may take longer.
Until then... completing a lit-review assignment. WOOOOH...!
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Opposing forces come together to create each other.
I will need to re-read this but on this first glance through I must say I am impressed. Isnt the behaviour of time interesting once you get on a good train of thought? I started down the hermetic path just over a year and a half ago and recently it was like I woke up and realised that over the last year there were maybe a handfull of days that I didnt spend atleast a couple hours reading or making notes. It was like the year was just one busy week lol. What I hadnt realized was just how much i had lost interest in almost every other aspect of intellectual pursuit. It was seriously like stepping out of a dream.
I really appreciate your approach regarding the focus on psyc.. I am a sociology major (currently) and I really enjoy fighting through the "causes" to really get down to what makes certain pepole make cetain decisions. I will curtail my response until I have further familiarized myself with this pattern youre offering. I too have a tendency to think out loud. Thanks for all the work you did, this should prove helpful.
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I don't know what to say, really.
Pondering these things has produced the seed of what could become maps and maps of relatedness based on geometry and method of analysis, and it does all seem to match up with existing hermetic wisdom. To explain all of it would require a book, probably based on the archetypes of numbers, but it seems to be what we're all already studying anyway.
It makes me question the benefit of clarity versus the wisdom of laying it all out in one book for public consumption, and that produces questions about my own particular Will.
All that to say, it's still unfolding in my mind. Several of the maps are already constructed but much of the work of particular analysis and association has yet to be done. However, the intuited potential for it all to be completely formed and rationally interrelated rings loudly in my mind. I have the feeling of "Aha! This is the key of it all!" But I've experienced that feeling before, and it the work of putting it all together has yet to be done.