Odd experience
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,
Sup all?
I have a question here, I have been doing the star ruby for some time now, and I have noticed some phenomena. Particularly during the invocation of the guardians. The colors in the room begin to change, and I lose mental proportion of my body, as in I can't tell how big or small I am. Very strange. Any thoughts? Is this good, bad? Let me know.-Kenneth
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Okay, here is a new one. After performing the ritual today, I feel extremely "alive." I don't know anything other way to describe it, it's kind of airy, extremely awake, I almost feel as if I'm leaving and going somewhere else, like everything around me is not entirely "real." Like something is underneath or within. It's very strange. I've been like this for over an hour and 15 minutes.
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hmm, seems like you have a lot to banish, the ritual takes a huge weight off as it were.
Have you tried Vel Reguli, it should produce strong effects like those your describing.
I have had interesting results with a simple ritual where I used the hymn to pan as a I guess light invokation, followed by Crowley's poem Pan to Artemis.
Might be a bit advanced though, and experimental I haven't worked it out too much yet.
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
Are you doing the SR physically, or through some sort of projection?
I've experienced phenomena similar to that of your second posting, but I'm not experienced enough to tell if it is indicative of anything good or bad, or even legitimate. I was hoping some one would bring this up so maybe more experienced practitioners can weigh in.
Love is the law, love under will.
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Its partly due to the Endorphin rush one gets from accomplishing something that one worked hard on.
An actor who remembers his lines, and completes his scene despite stage fright probably has a similar rush.
But their is more to it that this, the actual ritual is geared to have this kind of an effect.