Two scary encounters and dream intrusions.

christibrany

These are two things that happened to me the first in the realm of the real and dream both, and the second from what I could certainly tell, from dream, but they both seem like real intrusions of intelligence not of my own. So I thought I would share them and hopefully someone can reply based on their experiences and opinion what they think is happening.

8/9/10
The last week I have been meditating, and as a new feature I have been reaching out to anything Other, just trying not to label it and saying if anyone is out there I would like to and like some help evolving spiritually mentally etc and would like some experiences to help me grow if you could initiate contact.
The mediation in the light of day felt fine and I got images of grey faces looking inquisitive and also the sense of a ship hovering over the planet honing in on my position. I felt a sense of annoyance as if they had better things to do. But this may all be imaginings?
Then that night I repeated the experiment lying down but I felt terrified.
The sense of otherness was something I thought I could handle, being into spiritual matters and magical practices, but boy does our biological casing not like anything unfamiliar!
I had no physical experience, but a sense of a terrifying otherness just outside the house was palpable and I had a hard time stopping my heart and breath from going on hyperdrive.
The other thing that seems similar but may not be is around the exact same day I had a dream that a teacher was conducting a ritual dance to entrap her students and sacrifice them and a hideous sense of malevolence. Upon waking due to the fear where in the dream I was frozen like a deer, I see in real life in the dark of the hallway a flittery shadowy shape. It looks like animated shadows, that are very light and fluttery. It seems to jump on to the railing of the hallway balcony, and I hear what sounds like a cats meow but my cat is shut in another part of the house. It sounded like a machine emulating a cat. Like a meow filtered through metallic somethings. Then It seemed to jump off the railing and flutter into the larger shadow.
I got the sense that some entity was feeding off the fear of my dream.
Any comments?
The two contacts may be unrelated..
8/22/10
I'm not sure where this belongs but i had another encounter with the entity that seemingly feeds off my fear energy through dreams. At least this is the medium where I always first encounter it, though the first time I saw it in the real hallway too.
This time I had a dream that I was trying to capture a ghost in a lightbulb. Somehow the conductivity would be able to store it like a genie in a bottle. This failed and in the dream I went from the dreary stone room into an adjacent one to go to sleep. In the dream I woke up because I heard a sound and I looked toward the door. A white blur like a cat somehow squeezed under the door and came rushing at me. I thought it was my cat in the dream (although she is black mostly, not white , in real life) so I let her come by the bed which like reality was on the floor literally like a mat. Then there came from the 'cat' a extremely creepy growling sound the likes I haven't heard ever but the closest I can come to describing it is like a cat growls low when they are scared but a bit more rough with a dog-like grind to it. This scared the crap out of me in the dream, like I am sure it was supposed to, and then as if reading my mind, this entity stopped trying to trick me and although my back was towards it and I was starting to become frozen with fear, I got the mental impression that it had switched itself to the image of a grey (alien/visitor)to scare me more. Or perhaps thats what it was. At any rate it kept growling and I was frozen with fear. I eventually unlike the first 'dream' overcame the fear and was able to start rolling over to get a good look at it. Before I could see it however I woke up as if the entity did it to prolong it's mystery.
I still had the feeling in real life on awaking of a prescence so I stared at the wall in fear not wanting to roll over and look. Eventually after a few minutes passed I got up the gumption and did but there was nothing there, unlike the first time, but probably/maybe because I was slow. When I looked at the clock the entity had come almost at 4am on the dot. Just like the first time.
Thought i'd share it because the greys or something at least seems to have gotten my summons for contact because I have never had entity intrusions into my astral space like this until I did that. What I am dismayed about or perhaps not understanding is that while this seems negative to me as I had requested contact only if it was for the betterment of my positive spiritual and mental evolution.
Anyone? sure was creepy again....
I haven't done any magick ritual for awhile (due to moving), but there were a few times in the past where i stupidly stepped out of my circle after invoking and also went all night without closing it. So it is possible although that was a month or two ago that something travelled through that...shrug..

I thank you sincerely for reading this and giving me any advice or opinions!
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Poet

93 Chris.

Great stories thanks for sharing.

Had a few similar experiences too, and recently my girlfriend has been visited by LAM/The Greys/Watchers a few times! though not in my presence.

I had a very similar fear reaction shared on this board in the Dreams section.
Basically, I was being confronted by huge flapping wings invading the conscious parts of my meditations.
Was really giving me the willies.

Until I recognised them for what they were. Large ornately decorated ears.
A couple of weeks prior, I had stopped by a small Ganesha statue I have and had offered a small prayer and added a request that if it was his wish, to assist me in my meditation practice and progress.
I'd just forgotten that brief prayer, but he hadn't, and the flapping wings were his ears, which he uses to clear obstacles from peoples paths! So, I was then able to get over the initial shock of him turning up, and have since begun to associate those flapping ears with a solid peace and calm that follows, though it is still slightly fear-making having an enormous elephant appear right in front of your closed eyes flapping his ears furiously.
But its also possible that fear they initially generate is essential for clearing other fears away allowing me to better continue my practice.

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Corvinae

I have had expierences where I was truelly terrified. Some of these expierences have taken many minutes to overcome, and get courage....and other times it felt like days or weeks that I was being haunted.
I dont like it, and I dont purposely do or say things to have them happen again.

"What I am dismayed about or perhaps not understanding is that while this seems negative to me as I had requested contact only if it was for the betterment of my positive spiritual and mental evolution..."

One of the lessons I learned hard (partly becuase of the above incidents) was that things are neither good nor bad, but our perception makes them so...
I think that by I think that by forming an agreement for betterment, you may not have clearly understood what that could and most likely would entail. When I ask for strenght, I am not blessed with muscles imediately...but am given opportunities in which to use my muscles so that they can grow.

Another thing is that often we can see the totality of an event when we are still so close to it, it may be be over....who knows you could make a great friend in the park by sharing that story with them.....