Windley1975
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Ok, i'm new to this forum and new to thelema..
I'm windley, i've been into magick and spiritual paths for the past oh, 18 years now. I've studied all forms of satanism, luciferianism, wicca, asatru. anything spiritual with magick, meditation, spells that i could get my hands on, i've studied. All to my dismay they were unfulfilling. Over the years i've been hearing about Crowley's works and i've happened across it years ago, looked at it, thought i was too stupid to study it and never looked at it again.
Well, here I am again today, needing, wanting to study it and finding that I still have yet to learn to find my true divine higher self. I've found that Thelema is very deep and intellectual and I know that is what i need to study and practice in order to find that which i seek in the adventures of life. So, i've read a lot on the C.O.T.site, read the entire Book of the Law on there, among a few other things on the site and it interested me and made me realize that this path is what I need to be on. As apparently I've been led to the site again after having looked at it years ago and forgotten about it. So, apparently the gods pushed me here and here I am. Wiling to learn everything there is to know about Thelema.
But the problem i have is that there is no college or temple near me, i live in alabama, originally from rhode island, been stuck in alabama since i was 14 bleh..help.. so i have to study online, maybe i'll get to travel to the temple oncein a while for initiations, who knows. but if i can't go to the college itself, i'll just end up teaching myself and studying what i need to in order to actually consider myself Thelemite later on. So, hello to everyone, it's nice meeting other thelemites. but if there's any other thelemites near me, please feel free to mail me.
So, hello again and i hope to learn much from everyone and the C.O.T. -
Welcome..!