zain

zain

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.

Greetings and salamanders. Reverence to whom it is due.

My name is Zain and I am a thelemite and servant of...

I am originally from the USA but have been living in Australia for almost 9 years now. I've been a netizen since 1989 or so and have no titles or degrees or accolades other than the joy of my strange, wonderful, interesting and eventful life.

I was blessed with a wonderfully free and brave mother who never sheltered me from any truths that I was clever enough to ask about. Except for anything to do with religious or spiritual type topics. In this she refused to sway me in the least. Funny that as I grew I naturally chose the same path as she. I grew up with a 1970's Weiser printing of the Equinox and was charmed by the ideals and art, simplicity and discourse of it all. I actually didn't find my way to the book of the law until my mid teens and the first time I read it I cried for joy. Finally something that made some solid sense! I felt as though it had been written specifically for me.

My life has been challenging at times and I have strayed hither and yon on my path but my heart was ever Hers and now is more and more in my every waking thought as I have been going through a period of transformation and self-initiation.

I subscribe to no particular order or lineage and in fact finding division hither homeward was a bit of a surprise for both my mother and I who thought that such orders were defunct when we discovered the caliphate OTO. We no longer associate with it, having found it a howling snake pit of egos and big men with big brains and bigger dicks, though our experience was limited, alas.

I still am curious as to these "orders" who one would think should be promulgating the law that is for ALL but it seems a bit obscured and dithered to me. Either people are way too smart for me to see the real point of all the argument and overmuch talking, or I am too stupid to see light for light, the bets are still open on that one.

All I can say is I was interested to find a thelemic forum of any type since online community seems to be lacking amongst the chosen. Is a shame for true bretheren to be divided over petty issues, don't you think? We seek the same do we not?

I will post as I am able as I see things and will not place myself above or below anyone but I will share what I feel whether it's appreciated or not. I just wonder how long it will take the eliteists to become offended by my liberty and ban me from the forums hahaha perhaps there will be signs of life and interesting things can evolve, you never know!

I might even post a few interesting poems for enjoyment, but not to worry, I'll wash my hands when finished and everyone can laugh as they feel it fitting.

I love chatting with anyone about anything though I tend to nudge things towards "seek me only!" and draw parallels as I'm able and reject false icons when I see them. I call a spade a spade and a wanker a wanker. "as brothers fight ye!" but I won't say I'm more right or you are more wrong to discuss anything relevant. I like kind, friendly, open-minded souls to converse with and give as good as I get. Say hi or as ye will anytime!

msn: <a href="mailto:zainwolf@hotmail.com">zainwolf@hotmail.com</a>
yahoo: zainwolf

"Refuse none, but thou shalt know & destroy the traitors. I am Ra-Hoor-Khuit; and I am powerful to protect my servant. Success is thy proof: argue not; convert not; talk not overmuch! Them that seek to entrap thee, to overthrow thee, them attack without pity or quarter; & destroy them utterly. Swift as a trodden serpent turn and strike! Be thou yet deadlier than he! Drag down their souls to awful torment: laugh at their fear: spit upon them!"

That one seems lost on most? Hope not for their sake. To hell with 'em they'll get a bit of compassion when it amuses me and pity never. But I will encourage where I am able.

Ciao from tropical Darwin, NT Australia,

Zain

PS: I originally came from below the poverty line in an Amerikan ghetto and now am living easily in a tropical paradise. I love success. After experiencing -40C I never want to be cold again & you get that wish here!

Love is the law, love under will.

Quintessence

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.