Rev.D
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I should probably have done this when I joined, so here goes...
I am Rev. D deHoleweia, originating in the SW of Wales and sharing Bram Stokers Bday lol. I was raised in a rather atheistic/socialist background but was transformed at the age of 15 when I had a most peculiar dream, you know, one of those which you wonder afterwards if it was real?
A being I called the Lady came to me, naked, faceless and emanating an overwhelming sense of motherly love. She lay down beside me and whispered in my ear - the next morning I woke up with the knowledge of the cycle and web of life and death at the forefront of my mind. From that day I was unable to call myself an atheist lol. Along with this came a certain dread, that something great would transpire during my early 30's, this Sept passed this feeling returned along with a timeframe '7 years'
Anyways, since that night I began to explore spirituality, looking into various paths, and finding this knowledge of the cycle and web all over, along with some interest in the whole 2012 thing, even though it doesn't fit with the timeline I've been given. This spiritual quest continued for 11 years until I embraced it and my calling as priest. I serve the Lady, Queen of Heaven and know her in many aspects, this quest also proved educational in the sense that I have visciously hunted down and eradicated all those little psychological blocks and insecurities, including the need to complicate things as is the want of the modern mind - my thinking processes have become rather primal/primitive as a result, and I'm alot happier for it.
This evolved into communing with deity once I'd finally embraced this of myself, my true will. Soon after this of course I was lead to read a certain book and deliver a communed work to the source of it (I just do what's bidden) That book was the Book of the Law which I found to mirror that which I was already doing and working towards. I delivered the message and sat back deciding to simply continue what I was doing.
It's been over 6 months since then and I continue to do what I do in accordance with the Law which I have followed since my awakening. I can't say I'm familiar with all the particulars, but there you have it. Sure it would be nice to become more involved with Thelema, but that's a 2 way street.
In Love and Night
Rev.D -
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.