v0rtex666
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Greetings!
I am very happy to find this board of like minded people. I have dabbled in Qabalah, yoga, and other areas since my teens. I even had the BoT, but could not get past the first few pages and became frustrated with Crowley and kind of abandoned trying to figure it out. However, I have long been a fan of his Tarot, which again I did not understand (I dont claim to now either, but I know a little more). I was always fascinated by the art and symbolism. One time, I had a rather hellish experience with the cards and hallucengenics, which I will not go into here.
Recently however, some very strange things have been happening, involving what I guess I would call recieving, channeling, and directing large amounts of some sort of force or energy. The effect of this, if it is my 'will' or whatever, has been nothing short of moving mountains in its impact. I am wondering if I might have been doing the Great Work to some degree, without even realizing it. Anyway, unable to explain this, and recognizing some rather mystical aspects of it, along with several convergent life events, my curiosity got the best of me, and I began searching. All roads again, of truth and any hope of understanding, lead back to The Master Therion. So I have been reading, and for the first time understanding (a little bit anyway) his work. I am truly amazed, and a bit disappointed I did not try harder earlier to understand.
But anyway, here I am, and it is a pleasure to be here.
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.