If you were not a Thelemite, what would you be?
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In my teens and 20s, if I'd been looking for an official religion to settle into, it would likely have been Baha'i.
As I've gone through my spiritual journey, I've found myself (besides the formal steps of my selected path) most drawn to Vivekananda's works, and could have made a complete start-to-finish journey from that alone. Although I mean his specific books per se, more broadly that means Vedanta; but I wouldn't have broadened it to Hinduism in its full sense.
(And, of course, there's my mostly serious joke that, after he died in 1903, Vivekananda moved to Egypt and changed his name to Aiwass.)
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I voted other because I think I would probably be nothing, just exploring and practicing those techniques that helped me understand myself and my life and brought me closer to the HGA, which as a concept, predates Thelema.
Love and Will
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That's actually a great question! It's interesting to see others' answers. I'm leaning towards saying Buddhist.
Personally I hit a point when younger where I'd committed my life to understanding "the Truth," knowing I might never reach it for various potential reasons, and knowing it might simply be unattainable for various reasons. But I was committed to accepting no substitutes, especially the myriad substitutes that the naturally prejudiced POV of the ego tends to get "stuck" on. (That's why Thelema was perfect, with its "Aims of Religion and Approach of Science.")
So I think I would likely have been a Buddhist otherwise, though I did note the standard conflicts I had, owing to my Western background, i.e. difficulty committing to Nirvana as an end result, viewed from the Western-slanted understanding of it as a "dissolving into nothingness." The doctrine of "endless winging of the white swan" mentioned in Liber LXV appealed to me for that reason. But the Buddhist conception of Non-Attachment was probably the most important tool I've picked up thus far.
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I picked "Other" because I would probably still be an atheistic existentialist. Until late last year the Holy Books I read were written by Nietzsche and Sarte. I believed that the truth was like a beautiful maiden who philosophers always chased and desired but yet could never woo - but that does not make it not worth pursuing.
"In the mountains of truth you will never climb in vain: either you will get up higher today or you will exercise your strength so as to be able to get up higher tomorrow." -Nietzsche
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I choose wiccan/pagan/shaman because I have found that dancing naked under the full moon, around a fire beating a drum is how I like to celebrate/worship/practice being my girlie self.
I thought about satanist though, but well......I really dont see much difference;) except for the juicy parts.
And what about Discordians? lets toss the apple out to the prettiest one......no party is complete with out that;)
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Cool, a poll! We don't get many polls these days.
While Taoist thought is very close to my heart, I'd most likely incline towards what could be called "Pagan," or "Shamanistic" Magick, although these are very crude Western terms for very broad disciplines. It would be close to what I practice now: a synthesis of North- and Central-American Shamanism tempered with Hermetic Magick and Eastern elements of meditation, divination, and martial arts.
There should have been an "all of the above" button.
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I would go with the shaman. As anthropology student I found myself feeling a kinship for this type of energy. I also see the Sacred in certain animals, birds, and insects....like the praying mantis for instance.
I am happy with the spear and campfire
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Yeah, I came in pretty late, but I have thoughts on the subject, so I will express them.
It seems to me if anyone has even a semi-serious opinion about what they would be if they -weren't- a Thelemite, then they must not be 100% sure of their identification as a Thelemite in the first place.
Do you think in Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or even Buddhist, Taoist, or Hindu communities, they even come close to entertaining the idea of what other gods or principles they would be devoted to if they weren't completely devoted to the god or principle that they actually -are- devoted to?
But let's set that aside, and look at what our own supposed principal deities have to say on the subject:
Nuit says:
10. Let my servants be few & secret: they shall rule the many & the known.
11. These are fools that men adore; both their Gods & their men are fools.Hmm, wonder why these lines are so damn close together... Must be a mystery that we will never understand, and can't discuss anyway, since to do so would make us centres of pestilence... Since I am already tainted, I may as well continue digging myself into a deeper, muckier pit.
Anyway, she goes on to say:
32. Obey my prophet! follow out the ordeals of my knowledge! seek me only!Without too much discussion, doesn't that kind of exclude serious consideration of what other religion you would like to subscribe to if Thelema never was, or failed in some way?
Further on...
58. I give unimaginable joys on earth: certainty, not faith, while in life, upon death; peace unutterable, rest, ecstasy; nor do I demand aught in sacrifice.Hmm, aside from this whole thing about "certainty, not faith," this line shows at least some little promise to the "devotees" who would prefer to keep their feet in separate ponds, but common sense would shoot this idea down pretty quickly. Just because there is no overt, initial demand, doesn't mean that there isn't a fitness requirement for actual recognition. If you're on the bus, street, or train, checking out some hottie of your preferred gender, and they don't exactly notice you, then they are highly unlikely to make any demand on you. However, if you want to go further than just gawking at them anonymously, you may have an easier time getting a kiss from them than from Nuit.
Chances are, they won't expect that "For one kiss wilt thou then be willing to give all;"
Neither would they be so self-assured as to proclaim that "but whoso gives one particle of dust shall lose all in that hour."
If Nuit is so certain that this total loss is a natural, inevitable result of giving even one particle of dust, how can one who fantasizes about other gods claim to have ever given anything at all?
Hmm, and Nuit is supposed by most Thelemites to be the easiest of the Thelemic deities/principles, at least insofar as Chapter I is the natural stopping-point for most so-called Thelemites.
Let's see what Hadit has to say...
- Behold! the rituals of the old time are black. Let the evil ones be cast away; let the good ones be purged by the
prophet! Then shall this Knowledge go aright.
D'oh!
- I am alone: there is no God where I am.
If this is true, then there certainly isn't enough room near Hadit for all the other gods and pantheons that so many "neopagans" and "Thelemic (insert what they really are here)s" find so attractive.
- Let the rituals be rightly performed with joy & beauty!
(blah blah blah, pleasure of uttermost delight)
I looked, but I didn't see any other rituals described in this section except the principal Thelemic ones.
And these are only the lines that strongly suggest the exclusivity of Thelema. Pretty much all of the content of Liber AL will stand as fully or at least partially a statement against the principles of other popular old aeon systems.
But Ra Hoor Khuit addresses them directly in the strongest possible language, right? Let's look at what he says:
- Now let it be first understood that I am a god of War and of Vengeance. I shall deal hardly with them.
I wonder who "they" are? Could at least some of "them" be the "heathen" mentioned later, a few lines down?
If we are truly Thelemites, and we entertain fantasies of being these "heathen," does that mean that we should perhaps be "deal hardly" with ourselves?
But don't answer yet, there are a few other interesting lines:
- Get the stΓ©lΓ© of revealing itself;
What does "itself" mean? Does that mean just the stele, and not some other stele by mistake, or does it mean that no other object is worthy of that place within the temple? Wait, don't answer yet, we may have some help further down...
set it in thy secret temple... (blah blah blah) ...Β& it shall be your Kiblah for ever.
Wait, I think I remember, a Kiblah is something important to Muslims, right? I think, if I remember correctly and am not just having a flaky occultist moment, it is something of singular and very serious importance.
- This shall be your only proof. I forbid argument.
Ooh, forbid. With all these other gods to turn to, why should we let a two-bit thug like Ra Hoor Khuit forbid us to do anything?
"Trample down the Heathen; be upon them, o warrior, I will give you of their flesh to eat."
Those Heathen. When will they learn? If we really are Thelemites, and we harbor (even in hypothetical fantasies) the values of the Heathen, shouldn't we be trampling down ourselves, and eating our own flesh? Gives a new meaning to the expression "having your ass handed to you on a platter". By Ra Hoor Khuit, even...
- But your holy place... (blah blah blah) ...standeth, and shall stand until the fall of the Great Equinox; when... (blah blah blah) ...blessing no longer be poured To the Hawk-headed mystical Lord!
Has this happened yet? If we are Thelemites, and we believe this hasn't happened yet, we might want to take a closer look at the blah blah's in this verse, the instructions that precede it, and what is said in "the holier place," at which we will have a look as soon as we check out this next part:
- Let the Scarlet Woman beware! If pity and compassion and tenderness visit her heart; if she leave my work to toy with old sweetnesses; then shall my vengeance be known... (blah blah blah)
- But let her raise herself in pride! Let her follow me in my way! (blah blah blah)
Now, assuming we don't simply dismiss these lines as an admonition to female Thelemites against rejecting their male partners polyamorous aspirations, we could go all through this chapter to see what RHK means by "my way". But for the purpose of this discussion, we can focus on this next part:
- I am in a secret fourfold word, the blasphemy against all gods of men.
- Curse them! Curse them! Curse them!
Then he goes on to say what he will do to all those heathen that this poll does reverence to.
Sure I know the Comment forbids us to discuss this, but why is it so hard for so many so-called Thelemites to grasp? Why do we need to risk running up against the Comment to point out such seemingly simple things?
- Behold! the rituals of the old time are black. Let the evil ones be cast away; let the good ones be purged by the
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We don't place much stock in that Comment around here, so don't sweat it
Some of us know what other road we might have gone down - not because of current doubts, but because of knowing what direction our lives were headed before ever encountering Thelema.
For another point of view: I notice that there are a couple of quotes you excluded that seem to me quite relevant to a discussion of the points you are making:
CCXX 1:56
"All words are sacred and all prophets true; save only that they understand a little..."CCXX 3:22
" The other images group around me to support me: let all be worshipped, for they shall cluster to exalt me."I take these as core demonstrations of Thelema's fundamental ecumenicalism, its embracing (to the point of cooption) of every sincerely held faith existing. Every god is to be worshipped, understanding that in such worship we are adoring that inmost thing which is behind each and all of them. Every prophet has something worthwhile to say, provided there's a bit of Neshamah actually coming through.
And the curses are applied as much to superficial Thelema as to the others. It's the external forms (including those of Horus) that are assaulted, not what lies behind them.
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"For the colours are many, but the light is one.
Therefore thou writest that which is of mother of emerald, and of lapis-lazuli, and of turquoise, and of alexandrite.
Another writeth the words of topaz, and of deep amethyst, and of gray sapphire, and of deep sapphire with a tinge as of blood.
Therefore do ye fret yourselves because of this.
Be not contented with the image.
I who am the Image of an Image say this.
Debate not of the image, saying Beyond! Beyond! " -
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"All words are sacred and all prophets true; save only that they understand a little..."CCXX 3:22
" The other images group around me to support me: let all be worshipped, for they shall cluster to exalt me."*"I take these as core demonstrations of Thelema's fundamental ecumenicalism,"
Weighed against the majority of the language of Chapters II and III, and much of Nuit's instruction to AanK in Chapter I, I:56 can at best be reasonably regarded as a statement that, from their own points of view, other religions have some kind of internal consistency, but since their doctrine is incompatible with the formula of the present Aeon, their devotees will at best "understand a little".
The "other images" dicsussed in III:22 do not appear to me to be the trappings of other religions.
22. The other images group around me to support me: let all be worshipped, for they shall cluster to exalt me. I am the visible object of worship; the others are secret; for the Beast & his Bride are they: and for the winners of the Ordeal x. What is this? Thou shalt know.
If Ra Hoor Khuit is the visible object of worship, then the only object we should be seeing in the temple (of which our mind must be at least a minor extension) is his image, which I assume must be the Stele. If the others are secret, then doesn't that kind of disqualify the ubiquitous trappings of all these other popular old aeon systems?
It seems the only ones who would know what these secret images are would be the Beast, his Bride, and the winners of the Ordeal x. Since Liber HAD is written for this latter group, we must assume that these winners must be fully and strictly identified with Hadit in accord with all the apparently strenuous requirements of that practice.
Are there any people on this list who have won this Ordeal X, and successfully identified themselves with Hadit according to Liber HAD? Maybe they can help shed some light on what these secret images are, and how they should be worshiped.
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"For the colours are many, but the light is one.
Therefore thou writest that which is of mother of emerald, and of lapis-lazuli, and of turquoise, and of alexandrite.
Another writeth the words of topaz, and of deep amethyst, and of gray sapphire, and of deep sapphire with a tinge as of blood.
Therefore do ye fret yourselves because of this.
Be not contented with the image.
I who am the Image of an Image say this.
Debate not of the image, saying Beyond! Beyond!"Ok, but is this for most of us on this list to be trying at our level? Who is the aspirant here? Who is the HGA?
My brother was in Navy EOD for most of my childhood and teenage years. He had to go through years of training in order to be fit to handle the many varieties of live ordnance that he disarmed throughout his career. I am sure if he had been haphazardly encouraged to mess around with whatever he found attractive during his early training, he would not have made it through, and I would be less one brother. Still such as it is that he is still around, he has had more reconstructive surgery than most celebrities due to stuff blowing up in his face.
11. Nor is it fitting for the cobbler to prate of the Royal matter. O cobbler! mend me this shoe, that I may walk. O king! if I be thy son, let us speak of the Embassy to the King thy Brother.
How many of us on this list are above the level of the cobblers mentioned above? If we were all successful adepts, I strongly doubt we would waste much time in forum posts about this kind of subject. If we were already at the level celebrated in your quote, this entire question would be a silly trifle.
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"Ok, but is this for most of us on this list to be trying at our level? Who is the aspirant here? Who is the HGA?"
This passage is for anyone who has attained to yetzirah - it's written in words, so it can be read.
"Adonai spake unto V.V.V.V.V" Lister=Adonai Aspirant=V.V.V.V.V."
However, this document is given to probationers, well below Tiphareth."How many of us on this list are above the level of the cobblers mentioned above?"
I can only speak for myself. But I consider myself to be a microcosm, having parts of me that are concerned with cobbling, and other parts that speak of royal matters to the king.
But I think we're talking across from each other. It sounds like you are interested in replacing the old dogma with new dogma. I'm not. Both points can co-exist, but you did jump into this thread, not the other way around.
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Out of respect for individual interpretation, I'm not going to debate this, only make my above statement of p.o.v. and respond to a few of your subsequent lines.
@igniprimum said
"The "other images" dicsussed in III:22 do not appear to me to be the trappings of other religions."
On this, you and I disagree. I see them as every god or object of worship from every pantheon or personal path - everything external, every image at all.
Crowley's commentary IIRC makes clear that this word is from the ineffable inmost, of which even RHK is merely one outer expression.
In any case - and above all - "let all be worshipped."
"If the others are secret, then doesn't that kind of disqualify the ubiquitous trappings of all these other popular old aeon systems?"
I don't think "The other images" and "the others" are referring to the same thing. I take "the others" to mean Nuit and Hadit. It is they who are "for the Beast & his Bride are they: and for the winners of the Ordeal x," RHK being the "front man" for the pantheon.
"It seems the only ones who would know what these secret images are would be the Beast, his Bride, and the winners of the Ordeal x."
On this we agree, but I thought it unfair to use that as an argument.
"Since Liber HAD is written for this latter group, we must assume that these winners must be fully and strictly identified with Hadit in accord with all the apparently strenuous requirements of that practice."
Liber Nu is written for them, too. This seems to support the position, handed down to me by my Superior, that "the winners of the Ordeal x" are Adepts of A.'.A.'.; for Liber Had and Liber Nu are issued to the Dominus Liminis for the use of the Adeptus Minor.
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@igniprimum said
"How many of us on this list are above the level of the cobblers mentioned above?"
I've never taken that as a "level" (or vertically hierarchical) reference. Cobblers have one job and context; princes have another job and context.
"Nor is it fitting for the plumber to prate of the electrical matter. O plumber! snake out my pipes, that I may flush. O electrician! if you are licensed, be sure to hire a good sub-contractor."
"If we were all successful adepts, I strongly doubt we would waste much time in forum posts about this kind of subject. If we were already at the level celebrated in your quote, this entire question would be a silly trifle."
Then why wouldn't it be a silly trifle even if nobody on the thread were adept?
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"It seems the only ones who would know what these secret images are would be the Beast, his Bride, and the winners of the Ordeal x."On this we agree, but I thought it unfair to use that as an argument."
Why would it be unfair? Is it more unfair to recognize a hard-won attainment, or to pretend that everyone's opinion is of equal merit regardless of what work they've done?
I am ready to accept that my opinion may be next to worthless against that of someone who has put up more of their own honest blood and sweat than I have in order to understand whatever is at issue, but I also want to see the proof that they actually have.
Comfortably claiming to be a "Thelemic (whatever)" seems to me the opposite of such proof.
Why should we encourage people to put themselves in that position and develop in that direction?
In contrast to this, a serious undertaking of Liber HAD and Liber NU seems to me like it should take about a year of dedicated practice to achieve any notable results (mostly to give the average Thelemite enough gym time to have a fighting chance at meeting the physical requirement, and to dedicate a year to observing a full course of the Thelemic Feasts specifically for the purpose of this practice).
I'm on, I guess, my 10th-12th attempt at a magical diary and regular observance of Resh, Will, and certain other degree-related practices, in addition to my normal gym habit. I've kept it up daily, mostly without fail, for just over 5 weeks now. It is my best attempt in the 12 years or so that I've been trying to work this system, and while it seems like it will stick this time, I also have to accept that if it doesn't stick, it will be due to my own failure and nothing else.
One thing I've realized as a result of getting it together to do even just this much, is that while it has taken me beyond the majority of the armchair occultists out there who seem to think a book collection is more important than practical application in real life, it is still just a beginning, and fits me in no way to take a serious stab at Liber HAD or Liber NU.
If I can keep up my current practices for a year while maintaining my current rate of physical improvement and saving enough money to procure the material components for the rites in accordance with the magical admonition against penny-pinching, then perhaps in the future I can attempt these more advanced practices with some chance of success. In any case, even if I failed utterly, I wouldn't be likely to put much stock in the opinion of someone who wasn't ready to conceive of putting up the same effort. If they claimed to successfully work through both over a single weekend, then even as a failure I couldn't reasonably allow that their views could have any merit at all.
I haven't been physically around the community for many years, but when I was physically around, the "Thelemic (whatever)s" I encountered were exactly the kind of people to seriously make this kind of "weekend attainment" claim. In retrospect, as a new member of the community, I suppose the greatest danger it presented to me was the possibility of falling into this type of persons' habits, and becoming like one of them.
I find it baffling that the leaders of the community don't seem to care about this danger, and would even encourage it by letting people believe that Thelema is something like Unitarian Universalism, only even more inclusive.
On that note, has anyone ever been to a Unitarian service, or hung out with Unitarians? I have, and I never met one who wasn't simply a castaway from some other marginal religion, or a recently reformed dabbling fugitive from Christianity who dabbled so much that when they finally realized that they really were Christians after all, were so tainted by their dabbling that they couldn't quite return to their original denomination, and so exiled themselves in the UUC. Even as a 16 year old, I could see how disingenuous and conflicted these people were, and how empty they actually were despite their smiles and effusive claims of open-mindedness at all costs.
I couldn't handle those people for more than two weeks, and I was living with "White-Light-New Age-Native American-Adoring-Neo-Animists". Do we really want the Thelemic Community to become like something that a 16 year old borderline WLNANAANA couldn't even take seriously?
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"If we were all successful adepts, I strongly doubt we would waste much time in forum posts about this kind of subject. If we were already at the level celebrated in your quote, this entire question would be a silly trifle."Then why wouldn't it be a silly trifle even if nobody on the thread were adept?"
To adepts, I imagine it would be a silly trifle. To the rest of us, if we aren't vigilant, it could be a very dangerous trifle.