Fr Cognosco cum Lux
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I've been around for awhile lurking under another name. I've never added much to the discussions on here before and I kind of doubt I will have anything much to say one way or the other in the future. I realize that due to my working life I will have to pursue spiritual practices on my own and having felt the call again about 6 days ago I decided to reinvent my online persona on here.
I am married with two daughters aged 5 and 1. I am the sole provider for my family working at a factory.
Currently I am LIRP before I sleep and LBRP some time after waking. I am doing this in preparation to performing MPR. I have had incredible failures with LBRP in the past, especially at work where I find it takes a heavy toll on the machines I work with. Last Thursday was a particularly bad example as literally everything I touched broke down.
My plan is to go slowly, Invoke and Banish for about a month before adding MPR. After that I'll see where I am at but the plan is to work with the elements using the Kings scale colour scheme mentioned in the LBRP segment of 776 1/2.
I am extremely close to buying my first house having lived in an apartment most of my life. I can't wait to have ritual space dedicated to the Great Work.
I won't say that I am a happy person but I have relaxed a lot of the tension out of my system in the past few years.
I manage and try to observe myself yet I have been very unsuccessful at keeping a daily record of my practices.
I think one of the reasons for this is my fluctuating schedule but I know that I must dig for the will to just do it.
And that is what I will attempt.Love is the Law, Love under Will
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law
@Fr Cognosco cum Lux said
"I realize that due to my working life I will have to pursue spiritual practices on my own and having felt the call again about 6 days ago I decided to reinvent my online persona on here. "
Hullo again!
@Fr Cognosco cum Lux said
"I am doing this in preparation to performing MPR. I have had incredible failures with LBRP in the past, especially at work where I find it takes a heavy toll on the machines I work with. Last Thursday was a particularly bad example as literally everything I touched broke down."
with time and practice of the LBRP the effect should subside, or at least you should gain the ability to better harness the energies, resulting in less 'bleed off'.
Love is the Law, Love under Will
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@Fr Cognosco cum Lux said
"Currently I am LIRP before I sleep and LBRP some time after waking. I am doing this in preparation to performing MPR. I have had incredible failures with LBRP in the past, especially at work where I find it takes a heavy toll on the machines I work with. Last Thursday was a particularly bad example as literally everything I touched broke down."
How about the other way around? LIRP upon waking and LBRP before going to sleep.
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@Patrick Ossoski said
"How about the other way around? LIRP upon waking and LBRP before going to sleep."
I have tried, at one point, invoking when I wake.
I ended up only able to do it on my days off and only on nightshifts when I was the only one around.
I found I couldn't tolerate to be around anybody, personalities seemed to gnash at me.
Though, if I get into good practice, once I am more equilibriated in the current, I will invoke on waking again. Just to see.Thank you for your responses btw
Love is the Law, Love under Will
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I feel pretty energized by invoking. Anyway, the results probably differ in each case.