Great topic! I have a lot I'd love to share on this topic; perhaps I will as I continue to post on the boards.
My recovery started the spiritual experience that led me to seek a new path in Thelema, jettisoning much of the Methodist Christianity I was raised with. (Official disclaimer: I speak from my own experience, not on behalf of any group) Alcoholics Anonymous gave me a lot of hope at the lowest point of my 23-yr old life, and gave me dozens of examples of individuals who had pursued spiritual growth with single-mindedness and detachment. "Delivered from lust of result" describes a number of the mentors I found "in the rooms". The goal of simply not drinking today takes the pressure off; working all 12 steps would come in time. The self-work done in the Fourth Step is tremendous. The feeling of freedom that came from such radical honesty still encourages me to make the leap of faith today and speakly frankly with others.
For me, there are real limitations to 12-step programs, and pitfalls, too. The system exists to jumpstart the spiritual engine, but I had to go outside AA to get mine running again. You're a flooded engine (flooded with boooze!), and the AA group takes you out of the chassis, drains you, cleans you, and gives you a jump . What you find to fuel the engine is the next great step. The program provides dogma to drunks who don't know which way is up, but the focus on the drinking experience was thin gruel for me after a lot of time sober. I'd only drank for three years, so I was looking forward to escaping that part of my adulthood, not reliving it an hour at a time. With that said, I have almost always had a overwhelming feeling of peace in an AA meeting, like I was in exactly the right place I will meant to be at that point in time. However, towards the end of when I attended meetings regularly, I felt like I was hearing less and less that spoke to me where I was in my growth. I still have my Big Book and a meeting schedule next to my bed, should I need to go, but my self-work lately has been a satisfying substitute. 2.5 yrs later, I have not taken a drink.
On the OP's topic, I believe in so many higher powers, but I have yet to have direct knowledge of the one that has helped me stay sober. As the oldtimers say to the agnostics, "Of course you can believe in a Higher Power - alcohol was your Higher Power, and it kicked your ass, so now you're here for a different one!"
Frater Tenc: thanks for sharing! Keep coming back, to the rooms and the boards, and I would love to connect by PM.
Uni_Verse: thanks for sharing! A lot of my Fourth Step work focused on what I perceive as similar things: having my progress judged by the months I'd been sober, which was beyond my control. Always good to hear your story.