College of Thelema: Thelemic Education

ATU VIII = Lamed
ATU XI = Teth

At least that is what I'm told

If I remember correctly Crowley said that the '48 calls' starts with one hidden, the Zero one. And I believe it is Silence.

Thats all I can offer. Sorry

P.S. Until recently I thought that only one of the 49x49 tables is still 'alive' and that the rest were eaten by the mouses. But I was wrong

@Ra-Imhotep said

"93 everyone,
Has anyone noticed the recent craze over the movie "The Secret"? "

I saw it just a few weeks ago and I was also very interested in how understanding of Magick pours into every day life.

This law corresponds to Anahata in my opinion.

@Jim Eshelman said

"What consequences did this have (if any) on the long-term progress of your relationship(s)?"

I was thinking the same

About 10 yrs ago one of my fellow Travelers said the same to his lover, and she demanded that when they have sex, he must think only of her, otherwise they don't do it

I think not!
It would say so in the Book, IMHO.

I have a similar problem. I live in East Europe. In my country O.T.O. exists. I am starting y new camp actually but I really feel the time has come for me to start the real A.'.A.'. program. I really wish I would know a Powerful and 'in Understanding' guru. I don't have a lot of money but I am more then prepared to go to places for meetings. I would even move if necessary. I am a programmer so maybe I could even find a job.
Actually the more I look at my life the more I feel I lost years (well everyone gets what is needed) of my life not trying hard enough to find an appropriate Adept willing to teach me.

Hmmm this was a cry call It just poured out of me.