College of Thelema: Thelemic Education

@jackal said

"The only name I've recieved so far, was that of an Enochian Angel, whose name I didn't know before hand...

So would a self designed Meditation help learn the name of my HGA??? One person suggested its possible that the name I recieved COULD be his name but unlikely...

This specific friend, attempted to meditate on it for me (At time I wasn't in a state to meditate) and only recieved the first letter of the name I got...He also didn't know the original name I received... So I'm wondering, was it Garbled?

Apologies if such sounds stupid or worse,"RP" Thats all I got lol I don't study enochian and don't understand there nature. So my ignorance on the subject is kinda irritating.I also am not touching said system for this current time

I will admit that despite certain....Incidents that should put me of the system completely My monkey mind, Undisciplined took about three months forcing the name of enochians into my head, Final result was me breaking my ankles after jumping out a window. every time I recovered a Found a new name and another cycle started . I have a tendency to feel desire to study the system...

shrug"

Since then learnt a lot... the fact that the Grigori angels aren't actually Enochian angels from the traditional point of view...

So wondering what should I do if the name recieved was Grigori? Ignore it?

Ah thank you very much for clarifying there.

Thanks for the input...

So, by saying this you imply that the Enochian is a form of the HGA??? Or that the HGA "pretended" to be the Enochian???

Apologies if I misunderstand what you say

EDIT: Cancel that I get what you mean now...I think.

So your implying because you where Connected to the Enochians Yetzirac form, your HGA assumed his form?

The only name I've recieved so far, was that of an Enochian Angel, whose name I didn't know before hand...

So would a self designed Meditation help learn the name of my HGA??? One person suggested its possible that the name I recieved COULD be his name but unlikely...

This specific friend, attempted to meditate on it for me (At time I wasn't in a state to meditate) and only recieved the first letter of the name I got...He also didn't know the original name I received... So I'm wondering, was it Garbled?

Apologies if such sounds stupid or worse,"RP" Thats all I got lol I don't study enochian and don't understand there nature. So my ignorance on the subject is kinda irritating.I also am not touching said system for this current time

I will admit that despite certain....Incidents that should put me of the system completely My monkey mind, Undisciplined took about three months forcing the name of enochians into my head, Final result was me breaking my ankles after jumping out a window. every time I recovered a Found a new name and another cycle started . I have a tendency to feel desire to study the system...

shrug

To me, I see the "Ba" as Spirit, the Ka as soul. Akh is the personality, or a Shell of the ego that splits after death from the others. The Khat is known to be the Physical body and the Khubit is the Shadow, sometimes seen as the Servant of Yinepu...

I would call the Ba similar to the HGA, But then I'm still trying to understand both concept of Kemetic Soul (I would call myself Kemetic) and the Concept of the HGA

An interesting text is "Discourse between a Man and his Ba" Where a man and his Ba argue when his Ba threatens to leave him if he commits suicide.

Hey...

I've been studying the Esoteric for around a year and half now seriously, I'm 16 and have flicked through a lot of systems. Coming back each time to Kemeticsm. (My Patron deities being Anpu (Anubis) and Sekhmet)

I've studied and practiced Hermetic Alchemy (As much as I could without the Kabbalastic Philosophys), Ceremonial Magick, Sex Magick with A little Chaos Magick on the side, I and work with the Elemental entities a lot. I find Kabbalah at this time at least, not to my taste. Although I know a few scatterings of correspondences etc I can't fully remember all of them.

I'm currently working on acheiving K&C of the HGA and building a system using the Egyptian books (Book of breathing, Book of Amduat and book of Gates as well as the Book of coming forth by day) that concentrate upon building a connection to the heavens and the Lower selves.

I would Consider myself a Kemetic, Not a Pagan though. I'm here mostly to learn about Thelema in general, and the take on Kemetic deities.

I'm not some sad ass emo kid dabbling in Wicca or an Armchair theorist, I don't fully believe in Karma, although am currently unsure as to what I fully believe. I'm a hard Polytheist, unlike Many Kemetics who are Monalterists or Monotheists.

I'm interested in Goetic working, although not enochian... I'm also interested in whatever writings are available on the HGA... The name I was told was the Enochian angel of Might.. I only learned this after invoking him. wince

The next three months of my life involved monkey mind (I don't think the enochians did this, I know nothing about them even if I find there system seems to jump out at me and demand attention) trying to invoke enochians. Disrupting my meditation to the point I was meditating at most three times a week.. Luckily a few months ago that problem ended and I've been back on the fast track since!!

Well thats enough bitching for now, HI!!!!