I hope its ok to bump this thread with a few questions on this subject rather than start a new thread. I don't claim to be crossing the Abyss, but there was an experience involving the Abyss and I could use some help.
I feel as if I was stumbling around in my Father's House and got wound up in the drapes and ripped them down like a bumbling fool. I applied the secret keys from Liber 963. My consciousness began a reversion through which seemed many web like tunnels that ultimately emptied into a great sea. At that point, there was no more 'me' - I experienced utter and complete unity and truth as my consciousness dispersed into the sea, and that one eternal moment was laid bare before me. The veil of the Priestess was gone. I saw clearly who is enthroned behind it.
I have experienced ego death before in dreams that carried on into waking consciousness. Those seemed to be partial ego death and I was able to rebuild the universe. This time is very different, I experienced full dispersion. There are many lingering and intense reverberations ongoing, including the mourning of my (former) self. I don't believe I am 'crossing the Abyss', but I do believe I had a direct experience with the veil down. Can someone offer some insight as to what may have happened, and what I should do now. This is very difficult (Truth) as I always knew intuitively but to experience it is completely different.