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    This chapter has a LOT. RAW's descriptions about non locality just blow my mind. The pieces about how there's an implicate, non rational order that we can learn about from the explicate has some resonances with Magick. I wish RAW were still around today to see if his thinking or writing about this had changed. He does a great job at describing that the implicate is seemingly non rational, yet somehow organizes the events that occur, and I'm curious if he had refined any of that thinking further.
  • A place to be less intellectual.

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    I made a generic, a tithe For general practical integrity Proceed as you may mammon, ( A- ) “A-“ is just a glyph, mammon is an intentional title, can share the body if requested, can’t post pictures. Not the one I wanted to test
  • Per user request, here is a place to discuss dream interpretation.

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    I saw a short video how in Hinduism there is a teaching that the last thing you think when you die determines how you will reincarnate. Then he said that sleeping is a rehearsal for death, so that every night before you go to sleep to mind your thoughts. I didn’t get what he recommended what you think. I decided to think about all the love I have not only with my partner; but everyone, all my friends, and all my temple members. This was a wonderful practice I will continue.
  • Q&A and discussion on the Path of Initiation

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    Presented with options, we turn away from the Divine every day in large ways and small ways, in conscious ways and unconscious ways. Accumulatively, if the choice is to errantly associate gratification of the “self” with Truth, the path tends toward “Black.” Rectifications of direction—intent—are entirely feasible where the Right Relationship with Self is established and the path corrected. The weight of change, tendency, habits, baseness—is a lot to overcome. If there were an “Ultimate Choice,” to be a “Black Brother,” I am not sure how it could/would be unmade. If it could be unmade, it was never the true choice.
  • Q&A and discussion on the world view encapsulating humanity's current stage of evolution

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    Sending to the publisher this week. Literally just saw the final copy edits. Thanks for checking in.
  • Q&A and discussion on the Hermetic Qabbalah

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    Liber LXV, Chapter III: Microscopic Exegesis Elemental Attribution: Water Water fits this chapter well, but the chapter is not pure Water. It uses the whole elemental ladder as an apparatus of dissolution. Water proper (Mem, Path 23, Geburah–Hod; Atu XII, the Hanged Man; Binah, Marah the Bitter Sea). The chapter opens by passing “through the deep sea” and ends at the “abyss of the all.” Between those points, Water is differentiated into four grades: Running water (“rivers of running water”): flux, Yesodic and phenomenal. Celestial water (“the celestial waters flow at my word”): the Waters above the firmament, still under the Magician’s will. The “Water beyond the waters”: the Great Sea transcended. Binah is the supernal Water, but this phrase points through her to the Ain. The “cool still water of the wizard fount”: the pacified Sea, where dissolution becomes bath rather than torment. The sentence “this is the bitter water that becometh sweet” is the thematic hinge. Maim (מים, “waters,” Mem-Yod-Mem, 90) and Marah (“bitter,” Binah’s name in her aspect as Sea) are brought into one sentence. Bitterness is Binah as Understanding, the Sorrow of the Mother. Sweetness is her sublation into Nuit. Earth (the stalled root). “My Force was stayed in its inception” is a Muladhara blockage. The Elephant God, “Lord of Beginnings, who breaketh down obstruction (Ganesha, guardian of the root chakra), is the Earth-current invoked to release it. Malkuth thus underwrites the Binah-working, since the Sea cannot be entered while the Serpent is stuck at its base. Air (the Ruach’s counter-measures). The Crystal of the Future (scrying) and “the Power of the Sand-glass” (the annihilation of Past and To-Come) are intellectual defenses. They are Saturnian and Binah-like in form, but they are a Ruach-level imitation of Binah’s dissolution of Time. They fail (“in the very hour I beheld corruption”), because the Ruach can only analyze the Serpent, not undergo her. Fire (the Poison). “The fangs of Eternity… the Poison of the Infinite hath consumed me” is the Fire-current acting inside the Water. Dissolution is a burning-by-drowning. Spirit (the Emerald Circle). “The Infinite Circle of Emerald that encloseth the Universe” is the Ouroboros as a Ain Soph ring, containing the elements without being one of them. “There is no Symbol of Thee” is the Spirit-attribution stated as an apophasis. Dialectic of the Heart and the Serpent The decisive feature is that the Serpent is bifurcated, and the dialectic is the Heart’s re-cognition of one coil as another. I count six phases. Phase I: Separation under the Old Serpent (vv. 1–3). The Heart is “girt about with the coils of the old serpent.” Adonai speaks only through the Magister, a mediated, third-person address (“O heart that art girt…”). That is the grammar of non-union. Phase II: The Triple Attachment (vv. 4–10). “Than, Theli, Lilith… they are one.” (Proposed: Than ~ Θάνατος/Death; Theli ~ θῆλυς or θέλη, feminine/will; these are my glosses, not a settled reading.) Lilith is addressed in the second person lower-case (“thou”) and is attractive: “lithe and delicious,” her perfume “musk mingled with ambergris.” Per the Liber 777 perfume attributions, musk belongs to Chokmah and ambergris to Kether. Lilith counterfeits the Supernal scent. She is the Qliphothic mimic of the Serpent (cf. Gamaliel, the Qliphah of Yesod), and the Heart’s delight in her is the “taint.” Her lineage (“thy father the ape,” “the Blind Worm of Slime”) is a descending genealogy from Hod’s baboon to the Blind Worm of Slime. Phase III: The Failed Ruach-Solution (vv. 10–13). Seeing the “horror of the End” and abolishing Time are both acts of the Ego. The Heart then prays to Adonai for release, and the answer is that she “was closed fast.” The Serpent cannot be escaped by intellect or prayer. Phase IV: The Inversion (vv. 14–19). The Heart joins the gods, is “lost in their vastness,” and beholds the Emerald Circle. The pronoun case changes at this point: “Thou” is now capitalized and addressed as one who “art not.” The same coils appear again (“Thy coils are of infinite range”) but the Heart they encircle is now “an Universal Heart.” The coils themselves have not changed; the Heart’s extension has. Lilith’s clinging was a constriction because the Heart was small. Phase V: Annihilation of the I-Me-Mine (vv. 20–23, 40–48). “I, and Me, and Mine” sit with lutes while the music is thrice stilled (night, tempest, hour). That is the triple dissolution of the ego-triad, answering the triple Than-Theli-Lilith. Then comes the Bride-formula: “I am Thy beloved” → “I am Thyself, O my Maker, my Master, my Mate” (a triple address). Next is the Poison and the Wheel, and finally the Ravens. Phase VI: Identity and Return (the close). “There is no difference… In the One and the Many have I found Thee.” The Serpent is found in the Abyss as “No Thing,” then revealed to the multitude “as the Next.” This is not Samadhi as terminus. It is the Master of the Temple’s return-current: the Last (Ain) becomes the Next (the Aeon, the Word). Tarot Pathways Your three requested Paths are present, but the chapter also lights up the three Paths of Kether, which I think is its structurally boldest feature. Teth (Lust, Path 19, Geburah–Chesed, Leo). The Lion-Snake current is the “luscious devil of Italy,” the Scarlet Woman Babalon of the Thoth Lust card, with her harlotry, her venom, and her cup of intoxicating blood (“Thou hast given me of Thy flesh to eat and of Thy blood for an offering of intoxication”). Lust is the Path where Serpent-power is ridden rather than fled. It is the corrective to Phase III. Samekh (Art, Path 25, Yesod–Tiphareth, Sagittarius). The Magister’s relay of Adonai’s word (“lift up thyself unto the mountain of initiation”) is the Knowledge-and-Conversation formula. Samekh’s alchemical Mixing is the sentence “bitter water that becometh sweet.” The “Land of No Desire” is the cessation of Netzach’s Venusian pull, with the Unicorn standing as its guardian. Nun (Death, Path 24, Tiphareth–Netzach, Scorpio). The black-water descent and “black pearl” is the nigredo. The Ravens of Dispersion are the classical putrefaction birds (caput corvi). The Eagle (higher Scorpio) is “made one with the Man,” the fixed signs of Scorpio and Aquarius uniting. And “that which went in as a brave boy cometh forth as a maiden, as a little child” is Nun’s rebirth-formula. Additional Paths, my proposed identifications: Gimel, Beth, Aleph (Paths 13, 12, 11, the Paths of Kether). “The Fool that heedeth not the Play of the Magician. Me doth the Woman of the Mysteries instruct in vain.” These are the Fool (Aleph), Magician (Beth), and High Priestess (Gimel), and the Adept explicitly declines all three. Gimel is the traditional road across the Abyss from Tiphareth, so the refusal is notable: the Heart crosses by dissolution, not by instruction. “The bonds of Love and of Power and of Worship” are the lower Paths of Daleth/Zayin, Heh, and Vav, burst in turn. Kaph (Fortune, Path 21). “Broken in pieces upon the Wheel.” Cheth (the Chariot, Path 18, Binah–Geburah, Cancer). The Water-path and Grail-path to Binah. Proposed, bearing on the “Eighth abyss”: Cheth is the eighth letter, and Lust is Atu VIII in the Thoth deck. The Gnostic Ogdoad, the Eighth sphere beyond the seven planetary spheres (Saturn/Binah being the seventh), is a third candidate. I won’t claim a decisive identification: “Eighth abyss” is a crux. Parables A. The Unicorn with the silver collar (vv. 2). Linea viridis gyrat universa, “the green line revolves through the universe.” Green is Venus/Netzach, yet the Unicorn stands in the Land of No Desire. The line later resolves as the Emerald Circle. The silver collar is lunar (Yesod/Gimel) restraint, so the beast of single-pointedness is held by the Moon. This is the Serpent seen from outside before she is entered, prophecy of the Emerald Snake. B. Lilith and the Sand-glass (vv. 4–13). The parable of the beautiful corruption. Psychologically, it describes the Aspirant who recognizes the unreality of an object and takes the recognition for liberation. Spiritually, the Abyss cannot be crossed by disenchantment, which is still an Ego-act. The Sand-glass (Saturn) mimics Binah’s annihilation of Time at the level of Ruach. Only the invoked gods work. C. The lutes in the market-place (vv. 20–23). “I, and Me, and Mine” playing music that three times fails: night (Nox), tempest (Typhon), hour (Time). It is the last music of the ego, its three modes of cultural self-expression silenced in order of increasing subtlety. The “city of the violets and the roses” is Netzach’s and Tiphareth’s garden-world. The point is that the great city of the Adept’s accomplishments is not destroyed but ceases to be heard. D. The little red dog on the knees of the Unknown (v. 33). The one moment of gentle tone in the chapter, and a precise warning against grandiosity. After “I am Thyself,” the Adept still places himself as a small, loyal, warm creature. In Abyss terms it is the Babe in the Egg stage, personal tenderness not yet annihilated, and the dog’s red color is Geburah/Mars, the passion that will be burnt in the next verses. E. The luscious devil of Italy (vv. 36–42). The central parable, and a complete seriatim ordeal: harlotry → poison → scourge → Wheel (Kaph) → water (Mem) → sea (Binah). The woman is Babalon in her aspect of the one who gives herself to all, whose violation is her sanctity. Psychologically, it is the thorough shattering of the claim to purity: the Adept becomes the woman who has done and suffered everything, and in that exhaustion nothing remains to be reserved. “Burst in sunder with the weight of the waters” is the Ordeal of the Abyss in its sexual-alchemical register. “So am I” is the identification that makes the parable an autobiography. F. The Ravens of Dispersion (v. 45). Dispersion is the root sense of Choronzon (333). The Dweller is not named, but his function is: the Ego’s parts carried to the four quarters, “shed out like spilt blood upon the mountains.” The seal on the “Eighth abyss” is loosed because of this scattering. The Abyss opens when no single owner remains to hold it shut. G. The brave boy who returns a maiden, then a child (v. 47). The Alchemical sexual inversion (the rebis, Hermaphrodite), then the second reduction to the Babe. It is the exact stage-sequence of the passage of Nun to Tiphareth to the Supernals: Adeptus Minor → Babe of the Abyss → Master of the Temple. H. The Butterfly at the Source (v. 49). “Let me die before the hour, falling dead into Thine infinite stream.” This is a petition for premature death, an unusually vulnerable verse. The butterfly, an ephemeral creature, asks to drown before its allotted time. It is the Aspirant’s temptation to take the Abyss early, which the chapter itself corrects: the Serpent’s reply is the “Waters of Death fight strenuously against me.” The crossing is contested, not granted by wishing. I. The Black Pearl (vv. 57–59). The reversal: the Adept who was devoured now descends and plucks Thee forth. The pearl (Binah’s gem) is black (Saturn, nigredo), taken from the Abyss “under the guise of No Thing.” This is the Master of the Temple’s formula of retrieval from the Abyss, and its pivot is the line “as Thou art the Last, Thou art also the Next.” Synthesis Chapter III performs a three-stage Binah-initiation. First, the Ruach’s remedies (reason, Time-abolition) fail against the old Serpent. Second, an Earth-current invocation releases the root, and the same coils are recognized as Emerald. Third, dissolution proceeds through the Babalon-ordeal until the Heart can say, with no residue of address, “there is no difference.” The chapter’s last move is return: the one who has been drowned reveals the Serpent to the multitude. If you want a verse-by-verse pass through any single section (for instance the Wheel-and-Water sequence, vv. 36–46), I can go deeper. I can also test the “Eighth abyss” crux against Crowley’s own commentary if you can supply it.
  • Q&A and discussion on yoga and other avenues of mysticism

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    @Uni_Verse said "The Mystics' Rede (of I) four-square, mystic, I am a Nigh-hil-is-tic! Who can know nothing, there : being, no thing to know Though I dare O, my god ! I DO, DARE : TO WILL To feel, to think, to be-leaf When, said: "This is THAT," I recoils, horrified At the denial of my validity Sanctity of my solemn-I-ty Accepting, Respecting Beliefs Best I can do as a fellow Me to You TOOT, TOOT HOOT, HOOT" Reading this just brought Brightness of Laughter, pure-undiluted-solar-simple-Happiness, to start my day!
  • Q&A and discussion on ceremonial magick

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    For the best wood resin stick incenses, check this out: https://www.fredsoll.com/ This place has a really great selection of different varieties of raw frankincense and other resins: https://apothecarysgarden.com/
  • Scriptural meditations of the day from the Thelemic canon, with primary emphasis on Liber LXV, Liber VII, and Liber CCXX. (Meditations with no responses after 2 days will be deleted - we want to encourage ACTIVE DISCUSSION.)

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    @Takamba said "When Volume II of the Equinox was supposed to come out, there was nothing for Crowley to offer (lack of money and whatnot plus maybe other things). Crowley dubbed Volume II of the Equinox "The Volume of Silence." What a pun! Anyway. He claimed in one writing or another to have taken it up as an A.'.A.'. tradition. I don't remember if it is supposed to be one year or five years of silence. I am suspecting that Jim has adopted this tradition and it is why we haven't heard from him in so long (this is all assumption at this point). Let's hope it's one year and not five." In addition to the Holy Books of Thelema, I would recommend Crowley's "Confessions" as required reading. Read "The Confessions of Aleister CrowleY" and "John St. John". (Not necessarily directed towards Takamba) Reading those two texts/books will integrate your brain with Crowley's thinking. I would say that such reading is more important than anything Abramelin ever wrote... Compare the Abramelin technique with what I suggested in my Psalms of an Aeon (stupid, ridiculous title) #20. It's all about increased devotion. Devotion is just thought, belief, dogma, rubbish. True devotion represents a diminishment of thought so that thought becomes one-pointed, and then through that one-pointedness the mind subsides and all that is left is awareness. HGA?
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    @danica said " @AliceKnewI said "I notice that the sun rays curve as if it were rotating widdershins - counterclockwise. Why would that be? I would have expected Deosil - "sunwise" Any insights for this?" this is how it appears the Zodiac is moving on daily basis (diurnal Earth rotation), what we see from earth" Oh, thanks so much! 93 93/93