lead to gold
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Let me first introduce myself- my name is Evan- it means "God is Good," or "Gracious Gift." If you know any other esoteric meanings for my name then post. The reason for my interest in the occult lately has been to find out more about myself, past selves, and true selves. I wish to lower my sense thresholds to gain a better grasp on information from the internal, visible and invisible world.
question #1: Natal chart discussion, my chart is sort of interesting, compared to every other chart I've ever seen- it almost appears as if mine was constructed- there is a 5 pointed star or a pyramid with the one point facing upward in the middle of the chart. I have numerous convergences in Capricorn (the Egyptian eye glyph looking sign) etc... if its special looking, say so, if not then meh- thanks for looking
www.astro.com/tmpd/c5d1fileOkOzO6-u1175575448/astro_w2gw_02_evan_hp.2608.30096.gif?30265
question #2: Has anyone heard of Jean Dubois? The author has a great understanding of the esoteric but I'm not sure I can trust all of the information on the occult. For example he says hebrew is the language of the angels... isn't Enochian supposed to be the language of the angels, or are they basically the same thing?
question #3: So what do you think the best place to start? In addition- am I going to have to thoroughly understand Hebrew to understand how to access my true self? At my current level I've started basic rituals for meditation, purification, yoga, starting on understanding the order for the construction of polygons
lately I've been taking alot of time to look at basic alchemy, Aleister Crowsley, researching the cosmic egg and the Macroprosopus. I belong to no cults, I have no idea what an initiation is like but I've heard it is possible to initiate these changes with literature and my will as a guide alone.
question #4: What do the doors look like?
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@lead to gold said
"Let me first introduce myself- my name is Evan- it means "God is Good," or "Gracious Gift." If you know any other esoteric meanings for my name then post."
It's the Hebrew word for "stone" (as in the alchemical stone etc.), spelled A B N = 53.
"question #4: What do the doors look like?"
Like this:
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hey, thanks!