"Kill/Fill" - not "Kill Bill"
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@Alrah said
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At the moment, for H.B. to be right then Crowley has to be wrong, and for Crowley to be right, then H.B. has to be wrong.Isn't this just a crazy situation going down between a present OHO and a past OHO?
"You've got a point there, and from an outsider's point of view of things (not saying you have such, just saying "from such") that would indeed appear to be the case. But H.B. didn't say it was Crowley's mistake, it was the mistake of who ever originally typed up Liber L from the handwritten version (the implication was that this was not Crowley). Crowley's error, according to H.B., was in being lazy and forgetful.
I personally stand with Jim. I'd need more evidence than what has been presented to make such a change. If the only argument that we have is to say that Crowley was too lazy, inattentive, or forgetful to make the "correction" himself all the reprinting during his lifetime, then we probably diminish any other credit we could give the old man.
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Yup - I agree Takamba. And what are we supposed to say to newbies or those just getting interested in Thelema or to our children or grandchildren?
Do we tell little Tommy that "yes, OK - the book said not to change it but the prophet was too lazy to make sure and so a man called H.B. had to sort it out later?" Or will the footnote that H.B. intends to add to the book go missing at some point in the future, from the sheer embarrassment of it all and the little Tommy's of this future world will grow up believing it was always a 'K'? Probably. Even likely. It's a slippery slope.
Yup... I agree Takamba.
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Maybe we should forget the stupid paraphrase altogether and read it in ancient Egyptian.
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@Alrah said
"I suppose that it doesn't personally affect me either. Nobody is going to break into my flat and start expunging the F from my copy like the Inquisition used to to with books (although apparently modern electronic versions are susceptible to on the fly revisions?)."
One of the many reasons I won't be buying DRMed ebooks.
More reasons not to buy DRMed ebooks here.
www.defectivebydesign.org/what_is_drm -
Jim - thank you for taking the time and trouble to critique H.B.'s explanation and weigh the facts. I don't disagree with anything you've said, and you've done a far better job of it than I could have. 93's.
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@Alrah said
"Yup - I agree Takamba. And what are we supposed to say to newbies or those just getting interested in Thelema or to our children or grandchildren?
Do we tell little Tommy that "yes, OK - the book said not to change it but the prophet was too lazy to make sure and so a man called H.B. had to sort it out later?" Or will the footnote that H.B. intends to add to the book go missing at some point in the future, from the sheer embarrassment of it all and the little Tommy's of this future world will grow up believing it was always a 'K'? Probably. Even likely. It's a slippery slope.
Yup... I agree Takamba."
One of the points that H.B. makes in his "20 pages" (I call it) is that Crowley did "change so much as the style of a letter" and you can see it in the manuscript itself where he crosses out something and writes something else (a correction as dictated by Rose, for instance). Now, my beef is that H.B. uses this as justification that Crowley can (as the Prophet) make such a move, yet he never in his life time made that move with fill/kill (except in that one copy of Thelema in question). I think Los would have a field day with that kind of "reasoning."
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@Jason R said
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What do you think (in case you missed this part) about "kill" being suitable to the title "self-slain"? Just curious. It does seem to make sense though. Right?"
It also makes sense to me, at least intuitively - in relationship to the other powerful and violent energy of the third chapter - perhaps bringing it all into a deeper context.
I can't help but wonder if this isn't some sort of practical joke, perhaps serving a higher purpose - that Crowley intentionally set up to cause a 'stir' years later in the community. I would imagine Crowley could have made quite clear what it should be considering his life revolved around this text. considering your point, it is about 'changing not the style of the letter' and here we have somewhat of what, at least the OTO claims, is a paradoxical situation to be in.
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@Jim Eshelman said
"I wish someone could tell me when the pencil notes on 3:37 were added to the manuscript. This is an important matter for proper exegesis. It seems clear to me that they were added at some time after the original dictation was taken, at least soon enough after for Crowley to pick up a different writing instrument, and no later than when the typescripts were made that were the basis of Crowley's 1904 Christmas gifts. It seems that the time frame is anything from a few minutes later to a (very) few months later, and the exact timing might weigh into my views. We recognize at least some post-dictation adjustments, most pointedly Rose's clarification of two passages, which occurred some (presumably short) time after the dictation. (The next few minutes? The next few days? Weeks or months later?) There is some gray area here, therefore, in terms of what should be considered as part of the "original manuscript.""
Part of this information is in the blog piece.
@HB said
"From Crowley's conversations recorded in 1924 by Norman Mudd, we know that a typescript was prepared in Cairo, and that three copies were made:
“Three typed copies made in Cairo. One used by publishers of Zaehnsdorf edition (Chiswick Press) previous to rediscovery of MSS. Errors in vellum books due to the fact that this typescript not properly checked from MSS.”"
So these typescripts were made before they left Cairo - meaning immediately after the dictation, within days at most. By "vellum books" that had errors, he meant the 1909 edition of Thelema. This surely means, therefore, that the verse numbers were penciled in almost immediately after the dictation. (The versification in Thelema matches that in all later versions (and with the way they are penciled on the original manuscript), so it seems highly likely that these were there when the typescripts were made. It only makes sense that the instructions penciled in verse 37 (to include the text from "vellum book" meaning, in this case, his poetic paraphrase) were also inserted already, to benefit the typist.
Bottom line: If the (flawed) typescripts from which Thelema was later typeset were made before they left Egypt, then the penciled addition was made immediately after the dictation - perhaps as soon as the same day, having roughly the same time relation to the original dictation as Rose's additions. This also means that "fill me" was written onto the manuscript (by Crowley's hand) within days of his having written the poetic paraphrases - not some long time after when his memory could be faulty - and that it was done while he had the original paraphrase in his immediate possession.
If this is, indeed, when and how this all occurred, then it strengthens my sens that "fill me" is as authentic a part of the original manuscript as are Rose's additions.
Still under investigation... but added while it was fresh in my mind.
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Aum! Let them bill me!
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93, I think Jim has posted an insightful and substantial response here that significantly informs the debate, so I would encourage people to share it on FB and other community forums to make sure it get's the proper coverage it deserves.
Btw Jim, One thing I'm being told is that the vellum book is lost so H.B. cannot know what was actually written in it.
93 93/93.
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Yes, AFAIK it's lost.
Nonetheless, based on the secondary (or indirect) evidence, I'm 93% sure the original said "kill."
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Why does it have to be one or the other?
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@Jim Eshelman said
"Yes, AFAIK it's lost.
Nonetheless, based on the secondary (or indirect) evidence, I'm 93% sure the original said "kill.""
It just goes to show the weaknesses of the case H.B. makes though. It's circumstantial evidence based on at least 2 assumptions. The first is the assumption that 'fill me' is a mistake. There is no evidence to back that assumption. The second is the assumption that we know what was in the vellum book, when infact we can only speculate on what was in it on the basis of probabilities.
I know that in courts there is a requirement that the more serious the crime committed then the evidence must be stronger and carry more weight to get a conviction, whereas for misdemeanors or in exceptional circumstances then a judge can weigh evidence on the basis of probabilities.
The way I see it, is that following the 2 assumptions he makes then he presents a well reasoned case, but there is no 'smoking gun'.
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"In my travels I have learned to be cautious. “The Great Invocation” and the Paraphrase were both “corrected” by yours truly in Magick (Liber ABA) (1994 and later editions) to change their original readings of "kill me" to “fill me”—a woefully misguided attempt to make these non-Class A texts agree with what I had every reason to assume was the correct reading in Liber Legis. I think I originally picked up the “fill me” version by “picking up” (a term of art for cutting and pasting from another electronic document) part of the Paraphrase from Liber CCXX to save time, and failed to catch the different wording. In a later revision I decided to let it stand, and just annotated it as such, thinking that one of the readings had to be wrong, and it couldn’t be the Class A, could it? This was an object lesson for me: wait for the source material. You might have to wait a hundred years, but it may turn up."
An object lesson evidently not learned! We're still waiting for the source material (vellum notebook) to show up, so it looks like "yours truly" is heading for another woefully misguided attempt.
BTW: Isn't the word you're looking for 'abject?' "object" is what everyone is doing to another woefully misguided attempt.
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@Carrot_Childe said
""In my travels I have learned to be cautious. “The Great Invocation” and the Paraphrase were both “corrected” by yours truly in Magick (Liber ABA) (1994 and later editions) to change their original readings of "kill me" to “fill me”—a woefully misguided attempt to make these non-Class A texts agree with what I had every reason to assume was the correct reading in Liber Legis. I think I originally picked up the “fill me” version by “picking up” (a term of art for cutting and pasting from another electronic document) part of the Paraphrase from Liber CCXX to save time, and failed to catch the different wording. In a later revision I decided to let it stand, and just annotated it as such, thinking that one of the readings had to be wrong, and it couldn’t be the Class A, could it? This was an object lesson for me: wait for the source material. You might have to wait a hundred years, but it may turn up."
An object lesson evidently not learned! We're still waiting for the source material (vellum notebook) to show up, so it looks like "yours truly" is heading for another woefully misguided attempt.
BTW: Isn't the word you're looking for 'abject?' "object" is what everyone is doing to another woefully misguided attempt.
"CC... Jim has jokingly estimated that the vellum would say 'kill' at a 93% probability. But what is 'really' known about the vellum book? To quote an old movie... 'gimmie the facts man!' What are the facts that we can safely say about the vellum book, and what is guesswork, speculations and wishful thinking on the part of H.B.?
We shall all be 'abject' until you answer!
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Uh, that wasn't a joke. (OK, the number was a fun estimate. But I sincerely meant that I am all but completely certain that this is what it says, based on indirect evidence.)
But I can be pretty relaxed about that notebook because I don't think it matters. I'm far more concerned about what got written onto the original manuscript, and whether it was written there soon enough to constitute "part of the original process." The evidence, thus far, appears to say that it was.
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@Jim Eshelman said
"Uh, that wasn't a joke. (OK, the number was a fun estimate. But I sincerely meant that I am all but completely certain that this is what it says, based on indirect evidence.)
But I can be pretty relaxed about that notebook because I don't think it matters. I'm far more concerned about what got written onto the original manuscript, and whether it was written there soon enough to constitute "part of the original process." The evidence, thus far, appears to say that it was."
I agree with your reasoning that the penciled 'Fill me' in the MS was written in Cairo before being transcripted into type - and that it is highly unlikely that a grand chess master would forget his own poetry or paraphrasing within a few days of making them, or make a mistake about such a thing.
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I put that one under the heading of inspiration. Most likely the original said "kill." But, at a time, in the IMMEDIATE wake of the dictation, when this was fresh in his mind and he had the original poem at hand, he nonetheless wrote "fill" on the manuscript. Something in his mind impelled it to come out that way.
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@Jim Eshelman said
"I put that one under the heading of inspiration. Most likely the original said "kill." But, at a time, in the IMMEDIATE wake of the dictation, when this was fresh in his mind and he had the original poem at hand, he nonetheless wrote "fill" on the manuscript. Something in his mind impelled it to come out that way."
And when it comes out that way then we have 220 instances of the letter 'K' showing in the MS.
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@Jim Eshelman said
"I put that one under the heading of inspiration. Most likely the original said "kill." But, at a time, in the IMMEDIATE wake of the dictation, when this was fresh in his mind and he had the original poem at hand, he nonetheless wrote "fill" on the manuscript. Something in his mind impelled it to come out that way."
@Jim - a question if you do not mind. I find this dilemma intriguing - it may be my own fantasy, but I can't help but wonder about this and curious to hear your thoughts.
This issue would be (the first maybe?) true ordeal for the Thelemic Community at large, yes? It's quite an issue considering, as Jason mentioned, it really comes down to a
single letter issue, precisely (or almost precisely) what is 'warned' in liber al 'change not so much as the style of the letter'.This almost seems to me to be too perfect of a dilemma - almost paradoxical but at the very least extremely ironic. Personally I attribute 'change not so much as the style of the letter' to mean 'hey dont even think about breathing on it the wrong way, dont change anything!"
I can't help but wonder if this dilemma was not 'programmed' to happen by Crowley himself, as a way to design an ordeal for the community after he was gone.
I say this because it seems to me that at any time, Crowley could have very well easily made his intentions known here, especially since the issue itself is almost picture perfect of the actual warning in liber al.
I have an easier time wrapping my head around Crowley designing this as an ordeal for the thelemic community than I do Crowley being lazy and not making it crystal clear somewhere.