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Or you can become an outlaw, a sovereign individual ( I like this one); there are far too many unreasonable laws doing their best to control your behaviour.
Having said that, I agree wholeheartedly that it's time to look at your own choices, and any denied guilt that may be floating in the back of your mind. This is a dig deep moment where you can learn alot about yourself. Remember, the people against you are simply a reflection of what's going on inside you.
Lastly, if you want to influence the courts, you must learn their methods and procedures. Find out what appeals to them, and follow protocol in every instance. (Imagine walking into a meeting of Thelemites and saying "Christ be with you," or "You wouldn't believe what I found reading Matthew chapter 22 today"(Tip: wear a suit and tie, + large framed hipster glasses to appear innocent; you'd be surprised how many people show up in torn jeans, stained t-shirts and disheveled hair.) Be nice to the attorneys, they are all part of the program. Oh, and the more you fight, the longer it'll drag out.
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