My Venus working experience
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Couple of days ago was venus exalted(Does it right Jim?), so I decided to make a venus talisman for improving intimacy between me and my partner. Our sexlife is getting cold day by day as It comes to most of relationship after some years.
I did this in 2 parts ceremonies.
First part was about 2 weeks ago when venus was in good position.
So I :
-Opened the temple with invocation of four quadrant archangels and consecrate my place corners with rosemary Incense,Fire,Water & Salt.
-Star Ruby
-Liber Samek
-Star Sapphire
-Oath
-Conjuring and Chanting Venus Devine names hierachy and trace their sigils around a copper disk that i've sticked the green paper on it for better writing.
-Then traced my will's sigil in the middle of circle
-Then I performed middle pillar and visualize a hot tantric sex and charged it with the release of energy from my Muladhara on the object.
-Licence if Depart
-Star Ruby
-Closing the temple.The Second part was at 8apr 5:30am(+3:30GMT @Tehran)
-Opening and consecrating as I said
-Invocation of 4Q-Archangels
-Star ruby
-Greater Ritual if Hexagram invoking Venus
-Oath
-Conjuring and chanting of devine names
-middle pillar, and this time i've charged the amulet (the same amulet) with my semen on my will's sigil and visualized the scense as before.
-Then I've packed the amulet in a green pocket and tied a fiber(that Ive picked from her dress) 7 times.
-License of depart
-Star Ruby
-Closing the templeThe results(that may be related to this):
She was very depressed and in a bad mood from prevoius days. in the early morning before my last ceremony she woke up and went in her room and started to cry. couple of hour later after the ceremony she started to fight with me and told "Why we didnt have have hot sex these days? Are u looking for someone else? Are you going to cheat on me? Bah blahh..", and when our weather went clear , she hugged and kissed me and told me she's going to be a Thelemite too!
With my suggestion, She finally convinced to read a book about Tantra and hope it works soon!
Any Comments?
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Many comments!
This reminds me of that I Ching toss I performed in 1988 (written about elsewhere on this forum if it wasn't deleted along with someone else's thread of ill dispute) which I paraphrase as "It matters not if you danced because you knew the good times where coming, or the good times came because you danced - either way, nice dance."
Of course, all success in magick reminds me of when I drew that hexagram.
There's no telling if the magick worked or something else worked, if the magick was responsible or just the behavior of an expectant father told to go in the kitchen and boil the water (ask any midwife - it's a bit of a joke. You never use the boiled water for anything). In either case, good job!
If the magick worked, there's no telling if it put some "ooky booky" sourced seed in her mind (a nod to Los there) or if it just made you become more alert and more attentive to your partner's needs. Either way, good on you!
Now the trick is to take this momentum and increase your role as a bonding and loving mate for your partner.
My comments.
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Sometimes we need a startpoint, I mean an impressive one, a good excuse. These kind of ceremonies make my mind to not forget some stuffs easily.
Things always change and in this case I dont expect anything more than before from my partner. The only important for me is my vibration and frequency about the case. This can make me feel better and give freedom.
Should we do all things without expectations for getting best results?
So where our desire and thirst take place? -
@Fr Bzalel said
"Should we do all things without expectations for getting best results?
So where our desire and thirst take place?"These need to coexist. The challenge - the art - is to want something with all your heart AND be indifferent to the outcome.
That is, don't fear failure. Fearing failure means imagining (visualizing) failure. That means dividing your will.
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@kasper81 said
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@Takamba said
"!If the magick worked, there's no telling if it put some "ooky booky" sourced seed in her mind (a nod to Los there) or if it just made you become more alert and more attentive to your partner's needs. Either way, good on you!
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Let's say Los or some other skeptic enters this thread and starts saying, now why do you think the ceremony worked? What good would holding that belief do you? Couldn't you have just done it on a mundane level? Why are you attributing metaphysical opinions to non verifiable experiments?
Let's ay our practitioner comes around to seeing the rationalist scientific view and concludes that yes the ceremony was unnecessary and a waste of time. What would we have taken away from him in that case?"
Very good paraphrase of what I posted. Your point?
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I was waiting to see if anyone else was going to bring this point up......since they didn't....
It made me smile with happiness to read that you desire,will, and need intimacy with your partner. The fact that you recognized that Your needs were ( I am using Your as the Couple) not being met and you actively sought out a means to an end, is nice to hear. You put a lot of time an effort into your rite, I can easily see that, and the construct of your rite is fairly sound. But in my opinion it would be stronger if your mate was a participant, instead of just you.
Seeing that you are from Iran, I am going to assume your mate has been brought up surrounded by Muslims. Islam is a religion that while exalting the feminine Principle, it suppresses the Female in fact. I preface my comments then with the understanding that my western ideas of how to make a woman feel safe, loved, honored and respected may be too strongly against the cultural norms you are both used to. If You are not having the hot passionate sex like you used to, there is a sound mundane reason for it. The only way you will find that reason is to engage your mate in conversation, leaving ego and pride at the door.
You went through a lot of planning and effort to perform your rite. And I commend you on that. Yet to me that rite is more like a band aid on a gapping wound, it does not have the power to fix and heal what ever is preventing You from Great Intamacy (hot passionate sex).
What factors are in the way of that goal? Are there little babies scurrying about, long tedious work days, financial issues, family issues, cultural issues.....mundane things that either of you maybe holding on to when you get to bed.? Because if You are holding on to anything else, in Your heart or mind, You won't have the free arms to hold each other.
Most men can set aside mundane worries and cares, past slights and injuries when they are approached sexually, but many many women cannot. If a woman feels like she has been sexually slighted ( which could mean actual abuse, usery, insults, or non verbal behaviors) she will in most cases close down sexually. A woman who feels sexually slighted will not feel safe enough in her lovers arms to be open and receptive to intimacy, and especially intimacy that demands she has complete trust in her partners ability to keep her safe while she is opening up and becoming receptive. I am not implying your partner does not trust you, I am saying hot passionate sex, sober ( not brought on by a night clubbing, drugging, or debauchery but brought on by desire for true intimacy) is in my opinion, only possible if you as a mate have been completely responsive to Her needs of feeling honored, valued, respected, protected, safe, comfortable and listened too.
Listening to a woman is so very vital. Listen to her words, and don't think about solving her problems, Just listen. Listen to what she is saying and she will tell you exactly what you need to know to make her happy, to make her feel safe, and valued, and listening to her will show her that She has your complete attention and that you are willing to do whatever she needs you to do so that she can feel sexually open and safe with you. An excellent lover will be able to listen to the subtle responses of the body, a slight turn of the head, the bending of a knee are all part of the Conversation of Intimacy.
To put the spice back into a relationship that has lost it's spiciness can be a very interesting and fun journey. When people meet the newness of sexual encounters is so powerful that most all sex then will be hot, lusty, passionate....but when the newness of the lovers body has faded, and it seems like all the nooks and crannies have been been explored and conquered it can be a major challenge to keep the fires going, and moreso for men I have heard ( which may be in part why so many men feel such a strong need to view porn, have multi partners, a engage in risky or deviant sexual behavior, or succumb to having to be under the influence of drugs or alcohol in their sex life).
So to this issue I will share the idea espoused by many mystical paths, relationships of all sorts thrive and survive when then are firmly rooted in a safe foundation in which to play. Play is the most important part of that. Playfullness, childlike innocence, sence of awe and wonder....create a safe playground for Yourselves, no bullies, no threats, no fear, nothing but fun in the sun...and then listen to your playmate, talk to your playmate and share your toys.
I haven't directly said this yet so I will just end on this,
You went through all the effort to attempt to influence your relationship, on the spiritual or astral, or even what I would say was a means of attempting to forge a contract, agreement, accord with a higher pattern. All magical rites are contracts, between the duality of yourself, your conscious and subconscious. If you truly wish to bring better intimacy into your life you have to do the mundane work. Ie...
Do you clean up after yourself 100%? do you make an effort to be as clean and neat as possible?
Do you support and nurish your mate by feeding her, honoring Her?
Do you show her throughout the day that you are there for her? That you think of her?
Do you defend Her by treating all women with respect and dignity.
Do you refrain from vulgar, inappropriate, loud and dominating verbal an non verbal actions?I will tell you straight up that unless you bring your behaviors into accordance with Nuit, your petitions to Her will fall on "deaf" ears. You Cannot bind and command Her.
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I cannot be true to myself if I did not add, as a human being and a woman I think that your working is not an honest attempt to improve Your relationship with your mate, but an act of power over others, ESP women through domination and control. In fact, to me, the fact that you did all that "work", and then told your partner about it, suggests to me an ingrained attitude that perpetuates the horrible cycle of bullies, torturers, and social defiance.
In truth, my first response was written out of kindness in the hopes that you are genuninely trying to improve your own response cycles. and I wish you the help in the world if that is so....
Yet this response is written to the person who thinks that if HE cums on a piece of paper, he will have control and domination to bend the will of another. And to any person who thinks and behaves that way, I am gonna call BullShit, and BS comes from a bull, and bulls Bully. -
@Fr Bzalel said
" couple of hour later after the ceremony she started to fight with me and told "Why we didnt have have hot sex these days? Are u looking for someone else? Are you going to cheat on me? Bah blahh..""
I have to agree that your post at least reads as if you're not interested in what she has to say (i.e. representing her valid concerns as "Bah Blahh"). Communication is probably the most important part of maintaining a relationship, so you had best practice the magical technique of invocation -- that is, assuming the "passive" role of waiting for the Spirit to indwell the temple or, to put it another way, shutting up and actually listening to what is being said. Just as a proper invocation is contact with an Other, so too is properly listening to someone contact with an Other perspective that should be, in some sense, transformative (or at least shatter your false ideas about the situation).
It turns out that your partner is concerned about your sex life as well, and that shared concern is the root of a productive discussion that has to happen. Why is it that your sex life has gone "cold"? Is this a phase that one or both of you is going through? Is it the natural result of familiarity or aging? How important is a "hot" sex life to each one of you?
These are incredibly important questions that only the two of you can answer. There's no magic rain dance you can do to avoid having to come to terms with these issues.
I'd say that your ritual accomplished virtually nothing, except maybe to make you aware of exactly how important this issue is to you.
"she hugged and kissed me and told me she's going to be a Thelemite too!
"So is this your goal? Just get her to be a Thelemite? Make her think like you? Make her start practicing Tantra? I dunno, that all strikes me as a really superficial "solution," if you're interested in preserving the relationship (and not just the sexual aspect of it).
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@Takamba said
"Veronica, I missed the part where he said he told his partner about it"
I didn't miss it at all....
His actions and behaviors speak louder then words. While he did not directly say so he certainly choose words that implied she is aware of his beliefs and his actions on that. YMMV, but that was my understanding of what he said.
Btw I know quite a few midwives who will insist that the best way to clean up all the blood and feces from the birthing process is to use hot water, so while many think the action of boiling water is just busy work for the father.....it's not.. its necessary and fills a need, otherwise the fathers would be charged with some completely useless task like making confetti.
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I really appreciate Veronica's no nonsense recommendation for how to create (sexual) intimacy. Deliciously insightful and inspiring. I do not, however, agree that the ritual *as described *was inappropriate or demonstrated an intent or objective of subjugation or dominion. And I don't think he owed it to his partner to tell her about it (though that might have made the operation more effective).
If nothing else, designing and performing this ritual lent to its description here, which prompted this dialogue and the practical advice he's now received to achieve hot passionate sex in a long-term, sober context. That's magick. Perhaps the ritual also attuned the consciousness of the operant along the lines intended, and that by expressing himself in this way, he became more closely aware of and connected with his own unobstructed need for love. That's magick too. The reported result is that his partner was effected, and of all the things she might have been crying about in that moment, she apparently accessed a disconnect with regards to sexual desire. Thrice magickal.
As for oppressiveness, I didn't see any part of the described ritual that would operate to deprive the partner of her True Will, and I personally don't think trying to influence a situation with someone else favorably is necessarily an act of power over or dominion. Plus, much like writing a love sonnet can focus the mind and heart, it might be that performing a ritual like the one described here can serve to upraise the awareness of the operant.
For instance, he might have been thinking at the time what he really wanted to achieve is a woman who greets him in a nightgown and fuzzy slippers with a martini in hand, ready and pliable, and having fully tended to all her daily tasks tirelessly and without complaint. Sure. He might have had that kind of immature idea in his mind. But what he expressed with his acts and incantations, as far as I can tell from the ritual as described, was a powerful attunement to Venus. He wasn't summoning an elemental to do his bidding. He was reaching further than that, right up to the Goddess of Love herself and, in a manner of speaking, beseeching her for aid.
I'm inclined to trust she'll give it to him, and in a way that responds to his true innermost needs and those of his partner. And it seems to me that Tantra, which wholeheartedly embraces the Goddess, is not a bad place for them to start.
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@David S said
" I don't think he owed it to his partner to tell her about it (though that might have made the operation more effective).
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Why???I would tend to think exactly the opposite. The less you tell the more it works isnt it?
Because if you dont tell anything, it hits on an unconscious level, without creating resistances nor rationalisations. Whereas if you tell, it can:
.create resistances
.induce rationalisation
.imply lack of confidence
... and so onWhat is the point of your thought?!
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Regarding this particular situation, I agree with Veronica
(If not necessarily in line with some of her more general comments...
That being neither here nor there... )I am going to take a page from Los play book:
Did you really consider this from a rational stand point?
Moving along with Veronica's sentiment:
You desired greater intimacy with your lover, so you went and spent hours alone?
Do you see the contradiction inherent in your actions?A better idea, in my opinion, would be to include her.
Perhaps by starting with a purification, wash her clean of your old projections,
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@Frater Horus said
":o Why???"
I think a ritual for love would be more powerful if the beloved were "involved." But I have no proof of this and don't disregard your thoughtful points about resistance. Either way, I don't think disclosure is an obligation to avoid some kind of power-over oppressiveness.@Uni_Verse said
"I am going to take a page from Los play book:"
Please don't.@Uni_Verse said
"You desired greater intimacy with your lover, so you went and spent hours alone?"
Not unreasonable at all. Intimacy requires the self just as much as the other, and in fact many relationships fail for a lack of holding onto oneself and fusion between the couple. When the erotic space between self and other collapses, there is no room for a spark. That said, doing something together might be optimal, if she were open to it. And if she were not, explanation and expression of one's intent in advance would, I think, bring some transparency and vulnerability, two keys to intimacy.But solitary ritual also strikes me as completely appropriate. One might similarly spend a worthwhile hour with a journal or in meditation, painting a picture or picking a bouquet of flowers, writing a poem or daydreaming. Seems entirely consistent to spend some time alone, invoking the Goddess, purifying and equilibrating the self as a precursor to energizing a connection.
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I realized my second comment would get some feathers ruffled, but when I read his post a second time, it got my feathers ruffled.
If it was me, and I wanted better intimacy with anyone ( sexual or not) this Rite would not work. No way, because my capability of intimacy comes from within myself, by my response cycles and beliefs. The most effective Rites for improving intimacy would have everything to do with changing Me, and absolutely nothing to do with anything external, especial one specific human being. As I stated first, Rites are contracts and accords, an attempt to bring Oneself to a higher (or lower I suppose) state of being ( which would mundanely be referred to as a behavior modification technique). No one has the right to involve anyone else in any magical working unless that person has given informed consent. He specifically stated that he used threads from her garment. ( which in actual fact would magically sway the weaver of that thread mores then someone who briefly wore it, IMO, but thatsneither here nor there).
I know that if I found out that someone had involved me in such a rite, in this way...honest intentions or not, I would kick his controlling butt to the curb.....after I made him lick my boots clean from his bullshite.
I find it hard to believe that some would think that the Archtype of Love and Beauty and Harmony would be tricked by such a rite. In reality, that rite IMO will only strengthen that mans ego, and not his true self at all.
I was taught that when ever a practitioner performs a rite you look within for the results. Your results are directly about you the practitioner, how you felt, what it made you feel like and think about, changes in personal behaviors and thought patterns. His results where all about Her, and how his Rite forced changes upon her.
I see that as oppressive, domination, control....nit wanting to personally change but forcing change upon others....
That is not the Law, that is not Love.
I do genuinely thank the Op for sharing his Rite, and I do also genuinely believe that he intended on bringing his relationship to a new level. to which I say, read my first response, as that is a direct way to bring about change....willfully...which is magick.
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We all read through the prism of our own demonology. Veronica, you are writing words into what you have read that are not what was written.
Granted, you could be correct in filling those "blanks" between the lines in, or your could be wrong. But either case, it is you.
He wrote that he performed a rite to "improve intimacy" in his relationship. Exact words are: "I decided to make a venus talisman for improving intimacy between me and my partner." I read that as an internal result, you read it as if he was seeking external results. If I were to perform such a rite, I know the type of results I'm getting are pretty much what his looked like, an opportunity to improve intimacy.
Now... there may be another problem, I read intimacy as just that, intimacy - closeness, a kind of uniting in the heart area - you may be correct though and all he meant was sex. That's how women often use that "word." When I read intimacy, I think intimacy. If he has the kind of vocabulary and consideration for language that when he writes the word "intimacy" he means "sex," no wonder his partner and him aren't meeting in the heart.
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I never implied once that all he wanted was sex, nor that my ideas about intimacy are about sex alone. Yet in his own words, in his rite he wrote "-Then I performed middle pillar and visualize a hot tantric sex and charged it with the release of energy from my Muladhara on the object.". He clearly does not say he visualized intimate conversations, trust, tenderness compassion, closeness or any other aspect of intimacy, Only "a hot tantric sex"
I also clearly state things that I understand are IMO, and ime, and that ymmv.
This person honestly asked for comments, I personally thought he hadn't received any valuable comments, ( except Mr. Eshelmans).
I also feel Takamba that you continuously point out insignificant points in all my posts, devaluing my significant remarks, Which feels like an attempt to discredit me and my insights completely.
I wrote words in response to what was written.
you didn't offer this man any practical ideas, nor were you able to detect the falsity and implications of that rite. That's not my fault. What was written was a rite involving another human being, without her informed consent. To me that's pretty much the bottom line of it. To me, in my world that's BAD magick, yet again....ymmv. -
@Veronica said
"I never implied once that all he wanted was sex, nor that my ideas about intimacy are about sex alone. Yet in his own words, in his rite he wrote "-Then I performed middle pillar and visualize a hot tantric sex and charged it with the release of energy from my Muladhara on the object.". He clearly does not say he visualized intimate conversations, trust, tenderness compassion, closeness or any other aspect of intimacy, Only "a hot tantric sex"
I also clearly state things that I understand are IMO, and ime, and that ymmv.
This person honestly asked for comments, I personally thought he hadn't received any valuable comments, ( except Mr. Eshelmans).
I also feel Takamba that you continuously point out insignificant points in all my posts, devaluing my significant remarks, Which feels like an attempt to discredit me and my insights completely.
I wrote words in response to what was written.
you didn't offer this man any practical ideas, nor were you able to detect the falsity and implications of that rite. That's not my fault. What was written was a rite involving another human being, without her informed consent. To me that's pretty much the bottom line of it. To me, in my world that's BAD magick, yet again....ymmv."He seems to be working with the "sex magick" style made popular in Chaos Magick books - his object wasn't clearly stated to us (The Oath), his method of raising his energy was what i thought that "hot tantric sex" was about. Of course, I could be mistaken - he hasn't come back to respond.
