The more I meditated on it, thought about it, meditated on it, read about it and finally meditated on it with my wand in my hand (the implement, not it's flesh counterpart), the more the Golden Dawn/Aurum Solis system made sense. (Despite the fact that the AS goes well beyond four implements). However, I still do fully intend to keep an air wand and fire dagger on reserve, if only to ease my mind. well, actually what made sense was that working through some minor discomfort initially can and will be very strengthening to my psyche, and may very well provide for the building of much needed discipline.