College of Thelema: Thelemic Education

I'm self employed in interior design and renovation business and creating the main concept design ideas and managing them to be built.
When Im checking in to a new project (that mostly is an empty house or land), I consecrate the place with invocation of 4 quadrants angels in each side of property and after that I move around the property with the verse "Hekas,Hekas, este bebeloi.". after then Star Ruby. With standing in the middle of project I'm performing Star sapphire invoking moon and sometimes Liber samek with the oath of finding a proper concept for design the place with the existence circumstances.
Then I go for a meditation using Eck mantra (HeeYoo) or my personal mantra that make me deep. and with Middle pillar Im charging the place and with LD and Star Ruby close the rite.

Most of time the design idea doesn't come on right at time, but hours or days later I get the idea from a building in street,magazines,movies or daydreaming.
In this case I didn't mean that the idea just came from the ritual ('cuz I did this job as long as my career started when I was not in magick seriously), but those always make me feel better in my work place and encourage me to do what I like, away from cliche and client's interferences.

I also think that evocation of some goetic spirits like Malathas(38th), Malaphas(39th),Sabnock(43th) or Vine(45th) can helpful in construction business , but I did not anything about. Maybe later.

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I've used to perform the short form of Liber Resh vel Helios (as Regardie said in his "One Year Manual") with these below images. I've printed and pasted them in my temple's walls. but now I saw Jim's post which says they do not correspondes elemental.

BTW, Images are as below (Thanks Sarah Riley)

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(and Thank u Seimei93)

Thanks for all your helpful comments. They are so appreciable. lets more clarify the subject.

We started our relationship about 2 years ago and she moved in 2 month after we first met. She left Canada after 20 years of living there for a hope of make a new life here in Iran, in her mother land; and hopefully we live (& I've grown up) in a part of capital with a different view that Veronica traced, away from fanaticism and islamic cultural issues, so in this case cultural taboos which can make any bed cold doesn't take place here.

citylife and busy lifestyle is worldwide phenomena and there's a perisan saying that says "In the city of crazies, craziness is not a crime.". We're both have business lifestyle but not workaholic. I cannot digest the idea of being too tired of work for a long period of time as a good the reason for being cold or neutral in sexual activities, Particularly in 30s.

My mate was participant in the will of "Improving our sexlife" and when I said INTIMACY my point was being the most open and receptive in bed. [Veronica was right.]The lost one which we both suffer from. so the rite was not against her will , and also we had a discussion about venus exaltations and its issues and i told her i'll go for a rite that time and pray for our relationship. So she knew, but not in details. 'cuz she didn't believe in such works and when talked about tantra before she laughed and says "These bullshit breathing technics and meditations can never change anything ."
I agree with the term of better results came if the rite was performed together.
I confess , I always had a dream of my partner involved in my path working but I didn't even suggest her cuz I didn't see her interested yet. Yes, I always has this fantasy and the major one was The Gnostic Mass.

She came from 2 divorces: Her ex-husband and their parents. The seed of "TRUST NO MEN" got thick tree and IMO a little more conversation and being supportive together can't make mircales. ('cuz already we are and those work best in everyday except in bed). Believe it or not we've tried most nonmagickal solutions.

Veronica asked 5 questions and all answers was positive. So what a man can do more?
Where does the Will take place? That time I believed that I cannot continue under the slogan of "Accept ur partner as she/he is."
and nothing manifested in assiah without any good briatic idea and a powerful yetziraic plan. so I performed the rite.

I took Jim's point in indifferent to the outcome. But the happenings right after the ceremony was undeniable. I didn't even suggest her to came on my path before. and the pressure on her psyche that made her cry was really came out nowhere in first sight. And when yesterday (just days after the rite) she said I wanna know more about A.C. this meant a lot for me.
I knew that may be she wanna try this way just to get more connected to me, not for thirst of spiritual path working.
But… Can't we still say it's magick?

Sometimes we need a startpoint, I mean an impressive one, a good excuse. These kind of ceremonies make my mind to not forget some stuffs easily.
Things always change and in this case I dont expect anything more than before from my partner. The only important for me is my vibration and frequency about the case. This can make me feel better and give freedom.
Should we do all things without expectations for getting best results?
So where our desire and thirst take place?

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Couple of days ago was venus exalted(Does it right Jim?), so I decided to make a venus talisman for improving intimacy between me and my partner. Our sexlife is getting cold day by day as It comes to most of relationship after some years.

I did this in 2 parts ceremonies.

First part was about 2 weeks ago when venus was in good position.
So I :
-Opened the temple with invocation of four quadrant archangels and consecrate my place corners with rosemary Incense,Fire,Water & Salt.
-Star Ruby
-Liber Samek
-Star Sapphire
-Oath
-Conjuring and Chanting Venus Devine names hierachy and trace their sigils around a copper disk that i've sticked the green paper on it for better writing.
-Then traced my will's sigil in the middle of circle
-Then I performed middle pillar and visualize a hot tantric sex and charged it with the release of energy from my Muladhara on the object.
-Licence if Depart
-Star Ruby
-Closing the temple.

The Second part was at 8apr 5:30am(+3:30GMT @Tehran)
-Opening and consecrating as I said
-Invocation of 4Q-Archangels
-Star ruby
-Greater Ritual if Hexagram invoking Venus
-Oath
-Conjuring and chanting of devine names
-middle pillar, and this time i've charged the amulet (the same amulet) with my semen on my will's sigil and visualized the scense as before.
-Then I've packed the amulet in a green pocket and tied a fiber(that Ive picked from her dress) 7 times.
-License of depart
-Star Ruby
-Closing the temple

The results(that may be related to this):
She was very depressed and in a bad mood from prevoius days. in the early morning before my last ceremony she woke up and went in her room and started to cry. couple of hour later after the ceremony she started to fight with me and told "Why we didnt have have hot sex these days? Are u looking for someone else? Are you going to cheat on me? Bah blahh..", and when our weather went clear , she hugged and kissed me and told me she's going to be a Thelemite too!

With my suggestion, She finally convinced to read a book about Tantra and hope it works soon!

Any Comments?

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Greeting guys. It takes long time to start writing in public occult forum for about 5 years of studying & practicing. I'd registered here with another account about 2 years ago due to my study referencing but not posted even one.

This time, when I found myself encouraged enough to write, just joined with a new account & my magickal name which i've chosen about a year ago, and want to go on this way hand in hand with other Fraters and Sorors.

As you see where I'm living now, you cannot even imagine how much troubles are in the studying or practicing this art in my country. Jail,torture & even execution for crime of "SORCERY" & "WORSHIPPING SATAN" is waiting for all unlucky seekers who caught, no matter western-eastern-or even islamic styles.

I've searched a lot to find other guys near me so I found only 1 people here who i can make a conversation about these activities. & now Im here to talk with more.

For first time I've introduced to this art, It was my childhood and i was about 9 or 10 when my uncle and his wife took me to a Sheikh (Islamic Magician) for being in a dark mirror operation as a (virgin child)medium. Those [failed operation] moments led me to study a bit first in Islamic tradition & when I've introduced to Kabbalah, it was a big gate for me. So , I've start to study basics of practical Kabbalah and Ceremonial Magick under the crowley's school with a tendency for evocation.
Also had a basic course in Vedic Astrology.[that make me totally disbelieve with the Planetary hours calculating & ..]

and As a serious aspirant, I've studied various works from Crowley, Regardie, Ciceros, Duquette, Peterson, Hyatt, Eshleman, Poke Runyon, & some other authors and masters. my practices in western traditions are officially recorded from 3 years ago.
I did my initiation in Great Work and Thelema by my self 'cuz there's nobody here have any idea what are these western traditions.

I'm really satisfied of writing now. The time for me is now. here is a place where i can shout my mind, share knowledge,find friends and master.
So mote it be.