There is no law beyond : Do What Thou Wilt.
@Dara Allarah said
"Revealed you are, as a true luster, one demanding that he should be able to do whatever he wants.... demanding his conjugal rights from 'his' Goddess."
Lust? I certainly lust, but it is more an obfuscation of deep seeded feelings of unworthiness.
It is never that my offerings are never good enough for the Goddess, it is that I never feel they are good enough.
I know she loves them, accepts them, lets them warm her heart.
I do not allow my self that enjoyment.. No! I must create something more beautiful, express a thing more creative.. she deserves more! Better! Than I could ever provide...
Still, I torture my self, attempting to perfect my craft, that I might before the end of my days write one truly inspiring line.
Offer he one true diamond. My greatest fear that this never happens... so I go days without writing.
In the end, no matter what I do, how crappy, misguided or seemingly disgusting it is...My Lady still appreciates it, My Lady still loves me.