@Jim Eshelman said
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@nderabloodredsky said
"thanks for your responses so far, but I just want to highlight that there is seemingly a conflict between the two quotes, one, that the HGA is equivalent to the Higher Self, and two, that it is not. So I am trying to determine which one it is."
Yes. There is both accidental and intentional ambiguity on this matter.
My view is that the question isn't relevant until one gets to the threshold of the event; and, at that point, the question becomes irrelevant. (That's not "fun with words." That's me using every trick I know to say what I mean.) "
Well, O.K. , but in the above quote, he says Crowley spoke in "no uncertain terms", so I don't see why there is ambiguity on this matter, accidental or otherwise.
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Honestly, I don't think knowing whether it is a or b is going to help anyone make the link faster. For example, it doesn't affect method. Furthermore, all the terms being debated have a totally different meaning in the face of the actual experience.
"Also, if HGA = True Will, and if HGA does NOT = Higher Self, then logically the True Will does NOT = Higher Self.
I am not convinced that the above argument is correct, so I am looking for other opinions...."
HGA does not equal True Will. Furthermore, the Knowledge & Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel is not the same experience as the Discovery of the True Will. (In some occassions, they may occur more or less at the same time.)
This is one of the most misleading yet commonplace errors floating around some Thelemic circles."
This helps. Thanks. I do wish you could answer some more of those questions, though.
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If it helps (though maybe it's too poetic to communicate conventionally), I settled sometime back on saying that the True Will is the Voice of the HGA speaking to and through us - often long before the K&C, and certainly after it."